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𝐀𝐱𝐥𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯: that's fucking bitch , I loved her I fucking loved her , I'm going to fucking Izzy's house and I'll fucking tell him that he can fucking have her , or am I being too hard , should I have heard her out .. no that bitch moaned another man's name while having fucking sex , who fucking does that , im almost at this fuckers house and this will be settled , "HEY FUCKFACE ANSWED THE DOOR" I yelled almost punching a damn hole through this front door, "Jesus ax please don't hit me my fucking face is killing me , I'm sorry about y/n I know I did shity thing,I was drunk-" I cut him off "you can fucking have her" I said kinda upset started to get teary eyed, "what happened" Izzy said sympathizing with me , letting me in the house, "we after we dropped you off here also still sorry about hitting you , but man we were Yk fucking and she moaned your fucking name" I had my head in my hands for that last part, he just hugged me , we were still good friends , and he helped me with the band and getting through some tough shit , I would always be his friend , "maybe it was just and honest mistake , you can't act you haven't done that to bitches ax." Izzy laughed hitting my shoulder , maybe it was just a mistake we were just with him and she was worried about him , and she was acting off , and she didn't try to hook up with him when he was you know being drunk and horny , and she asked me first to be her boyfriend , maybe I was overthinking this whole thing she wouldn't do that, "hey man you're spacing out ax" Izzy tapped my shoulder "oh shit sorry man I'm just rethinking everything now you know." I laughed nervously " just talk to her man, you always act on you angry and she makes you happy so just go back to your place and let me sleep this damn black eye off ass." He laughed hitting me softly in the back of my head, "okay okay sleep well man." I left him alone since it was like three in the morning, hopefully y/n is still awake and calmed down.

𝐲/𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯: holy shit he has been gone for almost an hour and a half I'm shitting bricks right now , I don't know if he was still drunk , and he was so angry , and he was drunk , maybe I should make him something if he comes back I don't know , I'm so stressed it wasn't like that, I couldn't stop thinking if Izzy was okay or not , and then I starting thinking about what he said , what if axl killed him he was gushing blood from one hit , it scared the shit out of me I didn't say much because I don't know how , this is some bullshit where the fuck is he , holy shit , axls car pulled up in the driveway , and he was walking up to the door , I already had it open so he could see me waiting , "axl I'm sorry it wasn't like that I swear I was just thinking about if he was okay and I wasn't really in the mood but didn't want to stop and we were having such a good time and I didn't want to ruin that , are you going to fucking say something axl you have been gone for two fucking hours I thought u got in a fucking crash!" I was going off like crazy , and he just laughs and walks in . Fucking laughs . " what the fuck is wrong with you." "What happened." He just kisses me "I was at Izzy's." He said softly "and yes he is fine I just didn't know what to do and he help me calm down and shit I'm sorry for freaking out, I have done the same shit and I had to realize it was probably just an honest mistake, I'm still a little upset but you seem more upset hun." He chuckled "okay so you're not mad at me." I lean in for a hug. "No honey , but Izzy also is sorry about tonight, and let's just go to bed and watch something okay.?" He smiled softly still a little bit hurt I could tell I just nodded as he started to put on something comfortable and setting up the movie I just laid in bed waiting for him, he came out in low waisted sweatpants and no shirt and his v line was so prominent I gasped slightly "huh you like what u seen hun.?" He laughed while laying down and I just giggled.

𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 - 𝟕:𝟒𝟓 𝐚𝐦

𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯: I couldn't sleep after axl left I just lied my ass off to my best friend and I'm still inlove with y/n am I don't think I can tell her now especially with axl shit but I can't stop thinking about how she moaned my name not axls mine , maybe she has thought about me in that way more than once maybe I should talk to her or duff someone, I can't keep this to myself, all I ever wanted is her she is so beautiful and caring, She helped me even tho I was being a drunk asshole , I was going to ask her out but I just drank too much and fucked everything up even for ax but man I know I would be better for her than that asshole, axl is a sweet guy but Jesus he doesn't know how to treat people, once he canceled a whole show because of a fucking bandanna difficulty, and he thinks he can treat y/n like a great girl it's not like he doesn't talk about it all the time at practice when he writes songs about her we all know ,he think he is being mysterious when he is just being an ass ,maybe I'll just talk to duff or y/n.

𝐘/𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯: it's early as shit but I feel someone touching my thigh and playing with my hair, "well good morning to you" he smiled when I say this "well someone was just having a sex dream about me so I felt the need to try to wake you up." He looked at me so petty when he said this , "no I wasn't shut the fuck up." I rolled my eyes when I flip over to keep sleeping , but he starts spooning me and I feel something EXTREMELY hard pressed against my ass, "well maybe we could make that dream reality" he smiles "you know what I'm gonna shower." I smile in a very petty way, he just looks at me from the bed , as I start to undress my clothes and throw them at his face , and he jumps up and runs to the bathroom , but I had a head start so I decided just to lock the door and he banged on it while laughing "THATS NOT FAIRRRR BOOO!" This child yells, I started the shower and unlocked the door I knew he was listening for it , and I hear him taking off his sweatpants and jumping in with me , "fuck you so beautiful , you need to know that," I just blush as he kisses me so soft but then it's starts getting more passionate and lustful, but I couldn't stop thinking about Izzy I know for a fact I wouldn't slip up this time , I love ax with all my heart and always have I just never thought Izzy would have a thing for me or ever so something like that, especially grabbing my ass, he was a more quiet guy, very introverted and kept to himself, we always had a good time when we were kids , always laughed always just happy he helped me when my family was shitty and was the reason why I met axl he changed my way of thinking and living to be honest, maybe I should talk to him about this whole thing but I want to be with axl he is my whole world but why was I feeling this way about Izzy we are friends , but I said the same thing about axl maybe things are different now. HOLY FUCK IM STILL ABOUT TO HAVE SEX WITH AXL SNAP OUT OF IT!... "baby you okay" he looks at me with worry, "hey I'm sorry I'm just , axl we need to talk talk," I look at him slowly grabbing a towel to cover up "is everything okay y/n" he looks down at the ground , "yeah I just need to tell you what's actually going on, let me grab my clothes really quickly okay?" He just nodded I waved him over to sit down as I put my shirt on, "axl I of course love and and care about you and we are staying together don't worry, but I'm just extremely stressed and I haven't told you everything that has happened with me and my past, I haven't ever really been in a serious relationship because I have always wanted to be with you, I know it's sounds cringe but, I don't know how to do this thing right and I want to be perfect for you and I can't fuck this up so tell me how we can be perfect." I say almost crying , I never really open up with my feelings and it's always been hard to open up, "baby you don't have to be perfect and you are doing great I would be happy with you being you instead or dying to be someone for me, be the person you want, and be my crazy girlfriend I would rather that then someone I can't argue with, just means more rough sex." He winks at me I just start laughing while looking at him , he was just so sweet and kind, maybe he is the better choice he listened to me , and understood me, I never got that much when I was young till teen years I only got deep with axl once and I have spoken up about my issues and family shit a few times with axl but axl has still only opened up once and it was about his stepdad and he didn't even cry he had no emotion but I want to see that side of him maybe I can talk to him now since we are together, it's different right? "Axl.?" He looked up at me wondering what's up "axl I want you to open up to me about everything, you have always kept everything a secret, if you don't want to I understand." He just looked at me lost, "I just have never talked about anything I told you about my step father isn't that enough.?" He asked with slight attitude "hey I'm sorry I just wanted-" axl cut me off "I'll tell you when I'm ready it's a lot and I don't want anyone to know,not even the guys know. I have a dark past y/n and I don't want you to see me differently."

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 𝟏𝟗𝟑𝟗

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐱𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠? 𝐈𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐝? 𝐈𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭? 𝐈𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐮𝐭𝐬?


𝐀/𝐍: SOO HOW ARE YOU LIKING IT I JUST MADE A BUNCH TODAY SO I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW I WANT THIS STORY TO GO IF YOU WANT ANYTHING TO HE DIFFERENT OR IF IZZY STEALS THE GIRL OR ANYTHING I HAVE LOTS OF MORE IDEAS BUT I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR GUYS IDEAS (≧◡≦) ♡

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