✮𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔰𝔬 𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔶✮

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𝐀𝐱𝐥 𝐩𝐨𝐯: why the fuck did Izzy come so damn early? What did he need at 8 in the fucking morning? I'll talk to y/n about this.
"Hey what did Izzy want." I semi shout since she was in the kitchen getting coffee, she walked over into the bedroom with her coffee ,with a spoon stirring the sugar, "yeah he just wanted to know if I was going to the show tonight and if I had his spare guitar." She said as she sips her coffee, what kinda of fucking excuse is that? "Then why didn't he phone you." I sighed when asking "oh you didn't hear ,his phone broke a few days ago." Another lie? Does she think I'm fucking stupid , I literally was with a few days ago, and his phone didn't look fucking broken , well maybe it was, he is a dumbass, whatever "what should I wear tonight's gig" I said while looking at y/n bandannas, ha we had fun with this last night I chuckled to myself, "umm wear the blue one, it might be on my wrists by the end of the night tho." She laughed while speaking , oh she thinks she has jokes, wait till I face fuck her again, she will have jokes, fuck I need to go to slashes house to see if he isn't high or drunk or fucking both make sure he is ready tonight, we had a huge fucking gig , and is slash fucked up again like a few gigs ago I would beat his fucking ass , I swear to god , let me stop by after I fucking sleep for at least a few more hours without interruptions , "hey yk wake up around eleven so I can stop by slash's, okay hun," I said while yawning , "of course baby." She said before going to the restroom,

𝐘/𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯: fuck,fuck I lied to axl , like a lot, if he finds out I'm fucked, he is taking a nap, it's about nine now, so two more hours , I would probably go with axl because I do like hanging out with slash, I need a fucking shower tho, I grab my clothes, trying to be as quiet as possible, and I just hop in , I was in there for a good 30 minutes or maybe even more , I was just in my head with everything going on, I need to wake ax soon, let me just do my hair I fucking hate my hair when it's not done, I finished my hair in about 20-30 minutes, and now it's 10:50 , might as well wake him up, "hey axl, wake up" I tap his arms, "come here baby" he muffled into the pillow and grabs my arm, "no you told me to wake you up to go to slash's." I say pulling my arm away "he can fucking wait 10 minutes, I want to lay with my girl before I leave." He said pulling me more and I just sit on the bed, "axl I was going to ask if I can go with you." I said giggling slightly, "oh okay, still lay with me for a few minutes before we go, pleaseeee." He said pouting his lip, he was the cutest little man I have ever known, I just wanted him to be happy no matter what, I gave in and laid with him for about five minutes, and he finally decided to get up after cuddling and kissing , ushy gushy shit , but he threw on a shirt and some jeans, and grabbing his keys and he made our way to his car and drove over to slash's *BANG* *BANG* *BANG* axl knocked on slash's door, "hey what's upp axl." He seemed a bit drunk already, Jesus it's not even noon , "are you fucking kidding me slash, can you not fucking be drunk tonight," he said starting to get mad "are you and y/n a thing now, she is like alwaysssss here." He said slurring his words and laughing not in a mean way just curious, "yeah we are so what slash just can you play guitar right now.?" He said with an attitude, I just laughed a little , not letting axl see because I know he would be pissed, "hey nah it's okayyy and Im fine to play." He gave a cheeky smile, he picks up his guitar, and they start to sing and talk about the band, I don't know why I have bad feeling about Izzy, he came this morning and I was kinda of a dick maybe I should go check on him? I'm going to, "hey ax, I'm going to check on up Izzy, see if he found his spare you know." I said in his ear , he nodded and gave me his keys, so I said my goodbyes to slash and axl, and I decided to drive there, slash lived a little bit father from Izzy it was almost a 30 minute drive, and I just listened to the cassettes that axl had in the car, mostly just the stones and some of there tracks, and threw in "think about you" personally my favorite song off appetite, but it was a long drive but when I got there, I knocked on the door a few times and no answer, *BANG* *BANG* *BANG* *BANG* I knocked even louder and more aggressive, the door was unlocked, so I opened it, I wish I never did, why did I wait so long. I saw my worst nightmare, it was Izzy, laying on the living room floor, covered in blood from his bicep to his forearm, with a heroin needle stuck in it, I stood there in shock , I didn't know what to do, then I snapped out of it, "IZZY, PLEASE NO, WAKE UP." I pulled out the needle, and he just laid there nodded out, I started to smack his face, no I treated him like shit last time I saw him, no please. Anything but this. But I looked over. He had a whole stash, and I stared at his arms longer, he was covered in track marks, fuck what am I doing, I need to call slash's home phone, I ringed him as soon I could,I knew I couldn't call the cops, because they would fucking arrest him the second he woke up, if he did. FUCK LET ME CALL.