✮𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔰𝔬 𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔶✮

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    2:10 am, 1987 waiting for what axl is going to say to what I just said to him , my mind is spinning, say something anything please I'm going crazy "I love you too y/n" he blurts out . Holy shit , I didn't think he would say it , he didn't seem like the type of guy to say it but maybe he was more different than I thought . He laid a kiss on my forehead before laying down and holding me close feeling his nose breathe on my neck , holy fuck what a night

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝟖:𝟒𝟓

"Morning beautiful " with a light kiss on the lips I wake up to " morning handsome" I say muffled into the pillow still waking up "why the hell are you up so early " I yawn while speaking " I couldn't sleep the best so I wanted to write some music ." He smiled while speaking . Little did I know he was writing something special. " ouhhh can I see pleaseeeee" pouted my lip while looking at him with big eyes , " I can't show you yet hun" he smiled before spinning the chair to the desk he was at , I was still extremely tired from last night and we all know why , so I fell asleep for a few hours , I woke up at around 11:45 am still too fucking early , but I finally got up and didn't see axl , weird . So I got up and went to the kitchen. This motherfucker . "Hey honey I tried to make you breakfast " smiled softly while holding burnt ass eggs and toast with coffee white as a ghost . "Axl, you're so sweet but Jesus Christ you almost burnt down the house with one damn pan" I joked looking at him all embarrassed. I walked over to him and hugged him so tightly as he covered my face with wet kisses . " hmm last night was fun ." He says grinning at me " shut up" I rolled my eyes , "you know I can " he smirked at me , damn he was so hot , "anyways what are the tour plans today " I ask while cleaning up the mess he made , " well I want to write more of this song or at least want to get it done by tonight if not tomorrow " he says walking over to help me , "what even is this song about love." I said looking up at him as his arms wrap around my waist "you'll find out sooner or later "  he grinned ever so slightly , what was he going to do ,

𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 𝟓:𝟒𝟔

𝐀𝐱𝐥𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯:

How the fuck am I going to tell her this song is about her and I have been making it for a few months now and it's be ready for this day, the song name is "so fine" it describes her so perfectly and it's going to be on the new album I talked to the band about it , and they still don't know anything from last night , not even that I have liked her , well love her now , we haven't even made it official but I want to , I might ask her tonight after the show , I just don't want her to say no , maybe I'll talk to Izzy about it , y/n has been friends with Izzy since theta were kids , I'll talk to him tonight

𝐘/𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯:

I need to call Izzy . And tell him EVERYTHING , maybe I'll stop by right now , as I'm grabbing my car keys , ax gets up and stops me before I could leave, "where are you going honey ?" He looks at me confused , "oh sorry I just wanted to talk to Izzy about some things " I look at my keys in my hand , slightly nervous, " oh to tell him about us" he looks up with a smile , a slight relief over comes my face, "well maybe but I just needed to-" he cuts me off "it's fine , go ahead , do what you need hun" he smiles while walking away , "well okay , love you " I semi shout . I walk out the front door , making my way to the car , it was a quiet drive , it only had to be a 10 minute drive , before I knew it I was already there , I get out of the car and walk to the front door and knock heavy "HEY SHITHEAD ANSWER THE DOOR" I yell , knowing he would hear me , "hey what all the screaming for." He looks sick of me and I just got here , "well we need to talk , it's about axl," I say while he lets me in, "oh shit what's up" he looks at me concerned, "no ,no it's okay , um we kinda had sex and said I love you and omg he tried to make-" he cuts me off "HOLD THE FUCK UP" he shouts " you're telling you guys had sex and said I love you ?!" He says with his eyes widen ,  "Yes yes it did " I look at him so very excited "I'm so happy for you y/n I know you have wanted this to happen for a while now " he looks at me while looking at the ground at times , " oh and he is writing this song "so fine" at the moment ,do you know anything about that" I look at him with question, "yeah he has been writing that one for months , he working on these albums "use your illusion " or some shit he has been working on them before the first record , there pretty sick I would say" Izzy states "oh months you say," he nods "he said he just started working on this song" I look directly at him , "y/n it's probably about you " he says , "there's no way , do you know any of the lyrics.?" I look desperate asking needing to know what he is writing, "uh not really he has given me so many songs to look at they all mold together ,it will be fine just calm down ."  Maybe he is right , I need to calm down it wouldn't even be that serious if it was about me , "holy shit it's almost seven" he exclaimed  oh shit it's almost show time , they were playing at just a big club tonight nothing too serious but still a show. "Oh shit I have to get ready, I'll be at my place tell axl I'll meet you guys there okay." I said while grabbing my keys and basically running out of the door , "yeah yeah okay I'll tell you pooki." in all my years of living I would never think Izzy stadlin would say "pooki" what the actual fuck , I look at him and just walk out ....

I knew exactly what I was going to wear , at the moment I'm just blow drying my hair getting ready to flat iron it , I Wal going to wear axls favorite leather skirt with a leopard print tank top with a little bow on the top , with torn up fish nets , and cluckly
Platform boots , since I just finished up my hair I threw on my outfit ,and put some fake lashes and eyeliner and a dark dark red lips (axls fav) I knew he would love how I look , "shit it's 8:00 I need to leave" I grab my keys and hop in my car since the band stared at 8:30 and I always come a bit early so I can help set up ,

I arrive not too much long later , axl was already starring at me as I walked in ,his eyes were black not one sight of green , "hiiii everyone " I say shouting over the people, "hey y/n" slash, Steven ,duff say where's Izzy , he never misses a show "where's Izzy" I say confused "he is on his way pretty sure but come here I need to talk to you" axl says to me grabbing me from behide , "y/n you look gorgeous, " he says kissing me softly , "well thank you love, oh by the way did you get a chance to finish the song up." I look at him blushing gently, "um yeah I did actually I might play it tonight ,but oh shit we have to get on I need to talk to you after the show." He says while running towards the stage . What did we have to talk about ? "WHERE THE FUCK IS IZZY" I hear this yelled from a distance, "I'm here ,I'm here fuck sakes" Izzy yells while grabbing his guitar.

𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐯: I can't stop fucking thinking of what y/n told me does she not fucking get that I liked her longer fucking shit , only been giving hints for the last few months but it's always fucking axl it's never me ,its always about him I don't even know how to get her attention, and now we're playing a song fucking about her even tho I'm the one who cares more no one cares more than I do , maybe if I can build up the balls and ask her before he does .....

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟏𝟓𝟒𝟎

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐲 𝐝𝐨? 𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? 𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐲/𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 ? 𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲/𝐧 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐤? 𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐤 ???

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