✮𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔰𝔬 𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔶✮

ᶜʰᵃᵖᵗᵉʳ ᵗʷᵉⁿᵗʸ ⁿⁱⁿᵉ

𝐀𝐱𝐥 𝐩𝐨𝐯: I gave my baby her tickets, she was so happy, I was so happy she liked it, she was right about trying to get this album done, but instead I just fucked the shit out of her. I love her so fucking much she doesn't realize it, she will know soon.

It was December 19th we have five days until the concert, and five days until I propose, I wanted to get her ring today, she didn't know that though, "hey I'm going to go to Izzy's for a little bit to work on music alright?" I said kissing y/n forehead, getting up slowly before she literally pulled my hair, "NO" she shouted, what the fuck, I laughed, as I fell back down. "Hey, hey not the hair, what's wrong hun." I said before giving her a bear hug, "I want to be with you, make music with me, I can do Izzy's part." She smiled at me, she knows she can't, but it's cute that she try's to do this, "you know you can't, let me just go I'll be back in like two hours maybe less." I said trying to convince her, "an hour and half." She pleaded, giving me doe eyes, "fine okay, I love you I'll be back soon." I grabbed my denim jacket, and shoes and made my way out, I have y/n kisses and goodbyes, I drove to the nearest jewelry store, I grabbed one of her rings before leaving, she was a size 8 or 9, well that's what it said on the ring. I just drove there it was kinda far, it was about a 30-45 minute drive. But it was a peaceful drive, besides the fucking cuck that cut me off when we're driving, but I got to the place, I just got out of the car, and made my way to the front door.

"Well hello whatcha looking for?" The employee questioned me, fucking aye they were too happy when they asked. Freaking me the fuck out, "I'm looking for an engagement ring." I spoke walking over to the glass table, "well we have more than enough of those, what you're price range" the man smiled at me, "well i want something nice but not too expensive in a size 9 by the way." I almost forgot to tell him, "well we have this beautiful gold emerald ring right here for 10,000."

Definitely not.

Y/n hates gold, she only wears silver. She would probably like a ruby or something, "do you have something sliver, maybe a ruby?" I asked desperately, "actually yeah we do, it's on sale, sliver isn't a big color right now so you're in luck, it's 7,500 dollars, but I could give you a discount since you're the axl rose." Oh fucking CHIRST. Of course he knows who I am, maybe that's why he was being so damn nice. "Well that's me, you caught me, but how much of a discount." I asked rubbing my neck, I was kinda embarrassed, "I would give it to you 6,700 dollars." Damn that's a good fucking deal. "I'll take it." I said quick as shit. I hope my baby loves it.

𝐘/𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯: axl has already been gone for an hour. I know he was going to be gone longer but fuck I didn't want him to leave in the first place, I just wanted to hang out, we could work on the music tomorrow, I regretted even talking about it. Whatever. I'm going to call Izzy's place. I was still at axls. I walked over to his wall phone,

ʳⁱⁿᵍ ʳⁱⁿᵍ

𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬?
𝐘/𝐧: 𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐲/𝐧, 𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐱𝐥𝐬. 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝?
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭?
𝐘/𝐧: 𝐢𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐱𝐥 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞?!
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐮𝐦 𝐧𝐨?
𝐘/𝐧: 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤? 𝐇𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐚𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐦!
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭, 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞. 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞. 𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐞?
𝐘/𝐧: 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞, 𝐢 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬
𝐘/𝐧: 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲, 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞. 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐚
𝐘/𝐧: 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮
ʰᵃⁿᵍˢ ᵘᵖ

What the actual fuck, I knew Izzy was making some excuses to help me calm down, is he cheating on me? I'm literally going to be his mother's child, then I heard keys in the door, "hey I'm home." I heard axls voice, I just nodded my head, I started to grab my shit, I put my pants on, "where you going?" Axl said looking at me so confused, "I'm going to my place, I need to go back home." I said in a monotone voice, "but why baby, you didn't even want me to leave to play, now you're leaving, why?" This fucking asshole. "Yeah fucking sure, making music." I said with air quotes, rolling my eyes, "what?" He looked so confused on what was going on, "I'm going home axl, I'll see you later." I said leaving his house. Why would he do this.

𝐀𝐱𝐥𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯: What the fuck was going on? We were fine when I left, what the fuck happened, I was so lost, I just sat on my couch with my head in my hands. I was just holding the ring I just got her, I was so fucking happy to propose to her in a few days, I wish I could do it sooner, but I want everything to be perfect, I decided to leave the ring on the table and get some coffee and a cigarette but then my phone rang.

ʳⁱⁿᵍ ʳⁱⁿᵍ
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐱𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞
𝐀𝐱𝐥: 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭, 𝐢𝐦 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐲/𝐧 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐧, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲.
𝐀𝐱𝐥: 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭.
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐧?
𝐀𝐱𝐥: 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐧
𝐀𝐱𝐥: 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐚
ʰᵃⁿᵍˢ ᵘᵖ

𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯: I just got off the phone with axl I guess he wants me to come over, he is freaking me out, I had no clue what's going on, I just got a call from y/n telling me that axl is coming over, I was sleeping when she called I was barley functioning when she called me, but I just got in my car, I started to drive over to axls house, I put in my Ramones casette, I loved them, I have always been a fan of punk music. I rocked out the whole way.

I was outside of axls house, I made my way to the door, I knocked *BANG* *BANG*
He opened the door right away, "hey man." He spoke in an upset tone, he let me walk in, he signaled me to sit down, "so what happened." I asked, "well I haven't told you a lot, well... y/n is pregnant, and I want to marry her, that's why I lied about going to you're place, I was at the jewelry store." WHAT. I gasped when he said this all, I was in utter shock, "WHAT." I said verbally this time, he looked at me with a shameful smile, he started laughing and rubbing his face with his hands, "she is really pregnant ax." I asked laughing with him, "fucking almost two months now." AND HE DIDNT TELL ME! I will kill this asshole one day I swear, "you didn't tell me for this long ?!" I semi shouted in his face, "well I still need to make sure she doesn't leave me, she was so fucking mad at me, she left without even saying love you or a kiss, she literally smothers me when she leaves." He laughed knowing it's kinda ridiculous, I felt myself getting envy of him, all I fucking wanted was her. I loved her so much. I know I won't be able to have her now. She is fucking pregnant. I have been writing so many fucking songs for her. She is all I cared about. I wish she knew how much I honestly loved her. I would do anything for her. I didn't have anyone to really tell. I would tell duff stuff when he is drunk because I knew he wouldn't remember. Besides that I would pour my heart out into music.

"Well maybe talk to her, I don't know, you know I have been working on a song that I think we should both sing." I was writing this song that I wanted to sing with axl. The name was "14 years"

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟏𝟒𝟔𝟎

𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲/𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐱𝐥? 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠? 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠? 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨?