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𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯: I was still upset from axl kicking me out, but I understood why he was upset, I needed to leave anyway, I got clean, I still get urges but it's getting better by the days, I wasn't pissed at axl though, I packed all my shit and y/n volunteered to drive me to my house, she kissed me... I knew I couldn't do this, do I want to be with her? Duh, but I'm trying to be a good friend, axl has done so much for me and I'm not going to do this to him, I pushed away, her hand was in my hair and everything it was great, I can't do this though, "y/n, no. You know I love you, in both ways but I can't do this, axl is my best friend, and you're my best friend." I said rubbing her cheek before she pulled away from me, she was extremely embarrassed, her cheeks were red and flush, I stood by my words I didn't regret them, we didn't talk the rest of the ride, we got to my house, I got out first, then made my way to the trunk, and grabbed my bags and going into my house, shit, I haven't been here in weeks, I missed my bed a lot, I needed help and I got it so I'm back, it's life, y/n helped me with a few bags, she was still silent, "please say something, we don't have to be weird and uncomfortable now, it's not like that was the first time." I laughed pushing her shoulder she started to look up a little bit, she laughed back at my joke, "I just don't want things to be awkward between us Izzy." She said holding her head down, I felt bad because the tiniest things would go to her head, "nothing will ever be awkward between us hun." I said grabbing her jaw to look at me, she smiled, that made me feel flustered by doing this, I loved when she would look up at me, her eyes were like the ocean, I could stare at her for hours, I loved her face, everything about her, her nose, it was perfect, her eyes, her lips, they were so soft, so naturally pink, "stop eye fucking me izzy." She laughed as she rolled her eyes sarcastically, Jesus she caught me, I was hard eye fucking her, "shut up." I rolled my eyes back, I loved her so much.

𝐘/𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯:I loved being with Izzy, the way we would lightly flirt, but we would really just being friends, I knew he liked me, I feel guilty everyday for not choosing him, and choosing his best friend, I couldn't help that I loved axl, he was the man I always wanted, I loved Izzy, but I don't know, I can't say anything because we haven't been together since high school, we are so different now. We are grown, but we finished up at Izzy's I took axls car back to his house, when I got there he was on the porch smoking cigarettes, fuck he was so handsome. He still looked upset, I couldn't blame him, I feel so conflicted right now, I loved axl but Izzy is making me think, when I kissed him I felt butterfly's, the way our lips connected, he smelled a mix with cigarettes and clonae, he smelled very similar to axl, just a different clonae, it was a comfort smell, my mom smoked cigarettes as well as my grandparents it was just a homey smell,

I walked up to axl, "hey honey." I spoke sitting next to him, "hello beautiful." He smiled at me, I knew me just being there made him feel better in whatever way, he made me feel better, I loved being with him. Ugh I hate how when I'm with axl, I'm obsessed with him. But when I'm with Izzy, I felt myself getting feelings for him, I loved them both but I didn't know who I wanted. "I love you axl." I say before slamming my lips into his, I needed to know how I felt about both of them, but when we kissed there was more passion, that's the thing with axl. He was passionate and sexual, he was fiery, he made me feel amazing, euphoric I loved being with him, but when I was with Izzy I felt comfortable, he was homey, I don't know how else to say it. He was loving, he was like a kitty cat, that's the only way I can describe it, and axl is like a tiger who hasn't been tamed, but I loved it, every second. "Wanna go inside baby." He said to me running his hands up my thigh, getting higher the longer I didn't answer, "ummm duhh." I say in a funny tone, he grabbed me and threw me over his shoulder, and smacking my ass, leaving his hand there and gripping it, I said it blush, getting turned on by the seconds, he laid me on his bed, " how about we have some fun hmm.?" He said looking down at me with lust in his eyes, "do your worst ax, treat me like a slut." I smiled in a cocky way, "I already do honey, but you'll regret saying that." He smirked, giving me that look!!! That look always made me feel horny, I could feel myself getting wetter by the minutes. I felt his hand slide down to my lower abdomen, "you want me to finger fuck you first huh?" He spoke in a dominating tone, that made me feel ecstatic, "please." I begged desperately, I sounded like a whore but I didn't care, I wanted to feel him in me already, "you're such a little whore aren't you." He spoke slipping his finger in my folds, I felt my body jolt, he started to rub my clit at a rapid pase, "fucking answer me" he said before sliding both his fingers in me, I moan as he entered me, I loved when we would have sex. It was honestly one of my favorite things that he did, he knew every spot that I wanted him to hit, the way he would curl his fingers in me made me feel some type of way. "Yes ax yes." I panted out to his question, "that's such a good slut." He said before slamming him into me, I didn't even see him tack off his pants. And he was already out and ready, "FUCK" I screeched, I wasn't ready for him, I thought he was going to finger me jesus. "Wasn't expecting that huh honey." He said as he thrusted in me, making my legs weak with only a few hits, I shook my head no is the fastest way, "you're such a good little whore." He gritted with each thrust, he was grunting, I could feel him getting tired, he was going so hard and fast at a such fast pace, "fuck stay just like that." He threw me on my stomach and fucked me from the back, pulling fully out then slamming right back in, "YES AXL FUCKK-" I screamed before cumming all over his cock, "aww how cute, you couldn't hold on, now you are going to get punished." He grinned at me, he grabbed me by my throat from behind me, I felt him breathing on my neck, my legs were already so fucking weak, I barley could move at this time, "ax-" I moaned out, trying to grab onto his arms, "don't fucking touch me." He grunted before slamming my face into the pillow, he muffled my screams, he laid a smack on my ass, that was going to leave a fucking bruise, i whimpered when he did this to me, "shut the fuck up slut." He pulled my hair as he spoke, I was so overstimulated but fuck I was loving every second of this, I loved how he would degrade me in this situation, "fuck baby you're going to make me cum." He loudly gasped in my ear, I arched my back signaling him to grab me, he put both his hands on each of my hips and pounded into me, feeling him get sloppier, "FUCK FUCK FUCK" he went harder before staying in me, i felt his weight go onto my back, "you did so good sweetheart." He panted before getting off of me and laying on his back next to me, "fuck we need to do that more often." I laughed hitting his shoulder, knowing that we fuck like everyday. "If we fucked everyday you wouldn't be able to walk everyday." He had a fucking point.

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟏𝟒𝟔𝟎