✮𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔰𝔬 𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔶✮

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very sensitive topics below: ᶜʰⁱˡᵈ ᵃᵇᵘˢᵉ|ʳᵃᵖᵉ|ᵃᵇᵘˢᵉ|

if you are not comfortable with the subject below be sign off this chapter, these are real topics that happened so that's why they are being discussed because people think it's jokes or not important when it is this is why I'm talking about it because these events did happen to axl and people glaze over it . Sorry I'm rambling I get mad about this shit sorry again ‼️warning ‼️

𝐀𝐱𝐥 𝐩𝐨𝐯: I'm not trying to be a asshole to y/n but I have never talked about my childhood or what I have been through, yes guaranteed y/n is now my girlfriend which is still crazy to me, I care about her and love her so much ever since I met her I have done everything in my power to be with her and it finally happened even though we have already had some ups and downs, but maybe I could grow the balls and actually could tell her, but it's not as easy as everyone says , how does some bring up being fucking raped and beat , it's not fucking normal for a fucking little boy to betrayed by my own father I start getting upset,shit I need to calm the fuck down,y/n is in the other room and if she sees me crying I don't know what the fuck would happen and I don't need to know what she would try to do.

𝐘/𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯: I finally decided to got up after axl had a weird attitude towards me asking to open but he went to the back porch to smoke a cigarette, I'm gonna go check on him , "hey love." I say to axl who kinda looked like he had puffy eyes and wetness on his left cheek, he just looked up at me and smiled, "hey ax are you okay" I grabbed his face slightly making him look back at me, "I'm fine really.." he said nervously what is up with him , did I tick him off by saying what I did about the situation ugh, now I feel like an asshole, maybe I just need to keep a distance for a little while...... I decided to finally go back to my place I said my goodbyes and kisses to axl , I decided to clean my room too since there was no show tonight and and I was looking through all my old Highschool yearbook and pictures, holy shit I have to call Izzy , I forgot we had a little thing freshmen year , oh shit , we dated from 8th grade to the summer of our second year of high school. Shit , shit I block out so much shit from that time I forgot we dated , I shouldn't tell axl that, he will lose his shit , it doesn't even mean anything now I'm almost fucking 26 years old and that was almost ten years ago and it was for only for a year , but shit let me call Izzy

𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲:𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐮𝐩
𝐘/𝐧: 𝐠𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐫𝐮𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐡? (𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟𝐟)
𝐘/𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤, 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐮𝐡 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐚 𝐨𝐟
𝐘/𝐧: 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐥𝐞?
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐎𝐇 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐓 , 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐔𝐒
𝐲/𝐧: 𝐢 𝐭𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐭
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨
𝐘/𝐧: 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠
𝐈𝐳𝐳𝐲: 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐡 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 , 𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫
𝐘/𝐧 : 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧.
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