✮𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔰𝔬 𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔶✮

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𝐀𝐱𝐥𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯: is this motherfucker better tell the truth, I wasn't mad at him I just need him to say the truth, I love him to death and I wouldn't stop trying to help him , I would still be his friend, I can't act like I haven't hooked up with my friends girls, i literally fucked Steven's girlfriend and made a song out of it, but I fucking hate Steven he is such a prick. "I'm sorry axl." That's all Izzy said, he looked fucking terrified, I would be too if I was him, he has seen me knock people out for girls I dated for a week and some guy hit on them at the bar, but then I would see them hook up with slash, and I told them to get fucked,but y/n meant everything to me, I would kill for her, and I had to ask it had been eating away at me, I just gave him a smile and a slight nod happy that he didn't lie to me, I just had to make sure he wouldn't lie me, and I saw a bit of relief on his face when he smiled back at me, "axl is this really going to hurt." He started to get teary eyed, "you'll be okay, I'll be with you every minute, we have the rest of the week off and if you need more time I'll call the shows off." I hit his thigh when I said that to make sure he feels safer knowing that I'm not going to leave, he gave me a cheeky smile while wiping the left over tears in his eyes, he go to the store I knew what he needed, "hey man you want anything special." I asked in a nice tone, he looked up from the Gatorades seeing what flavor he would be chugging down for the next hours, "I don't need anything ax, just a bucket, water, Gatorade, could I get the blue ones." He smiled so big when he asked with puppy eyes, like asking his mom for candy, and why not lets sugar daddy him for the day, I chuckled to myself, "of course Izzy, anything else?" I questioned while putting his shit into the cart, and we went to check out, "hey you want some playboys while you're sick." I laughed hitting him softly, "yeah totally when I'm puking everything I have ate in the last month, I would love to jerk off to a fucking magazine." He said very sarcastically I laughed but I don't think the cashier thought it was funny she looked disappointed in our actions, I should've said fuck off but eh, why go through the trouble, so we walked out with our shit, making our way to the car, then we started driving home, I wonder if y/n is doing okay.?

𝐘/𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯: holy fuck, my head hurt so bad, that felt amazing last night, I can't get over how great that experience was, I already wanted to do it again, I have never felt so good, plus the sex was great, and it wasn't even fully sex and he made me feel like that, I miss his touch already, I was quickly getting turned on by what happened last night, fuck they better be coming soon, I wanted him. Now, even more than before, I waiting for a good ten minutes trying to not think about it and watching tv, I heard the keys in the door jingle, I got overly excited, I quickly got up and saw Izzy then axl, my baby, my world walked through the door, all I wanted was him in this moment, I ran into his arms and just hugged him so tightly, "well hello to you to hun." He said rubbing the back of my head, "I missed you baby." I say slowing running my fingers down his back, he jolted the tiniest bit, I released from the hug, since Izzy was right next to me I gave him a hug as well, not as passionate as me and axls, but I wasn't trying to fuck Izzy in this moment, "how's was your trip hm.?" I asked leaving Izzy's hug, Izzy started coughing, fuck it's starting, "hey you okay Izzy." Axl looked at him with worry, he nodded his head saying he was fine, "I'm going to lay down, I don't feel to well." He said walking to his room, we all nod as he walks away, "is he going to be okay ax." I ask, before sitting in his couch, "he will be okay y/n, and what was all that about?" He looks at me, that fucking look, with that smug fucking smile, "hmm what are you talking about babe." I say giving the same look back, "the second I walked through that door, you were eye fucking me, and basically gromming me." He laughed, putting his hand on my thigh and running his fingers up, his rings were so cold, and his bangles glazed my skin, "oh don't even ax." I roll my eyes when he said this obscurity, "even tho I would want to do this right now but we need to take care of Izzy, he is going to be in bad shape soon, and we can't risk him getting hurt, because he will get aggressive and mean, he won't mean what he says, he will be vomiting, he will be cold one minute, and sweating his balls off the next." He explained to me, "how long will this go on for." I ask him in a upset tone, I don't wanna see him like this, I just wasn't him to be okay, he's a good kid, he doesn't deserve to go through this, he just fucked up, that isn't fair, "uh the maximum could be a month, but I'm going to find some meds for him, everything will be okay honey," he said leaning into a hug, "A FUCKING MONTH?!" I shouted at him, I thought it would be a few days maybe a week but I can't see Izzy like this for a month, "please, don't shout, I'm going to check on him alright." He says kissing my forehead and walking to Izzy's room, I follow beside him, oh shit, he was tossing and turning, not being able to stay still, "hey, hey, do you need the medicine or you're blue." He was referring to his blue Gatorade, "YES, please anything, I feel like total shit right now, axl help me." He pleaded out to him, I could see the pain in his eyes it made me want to hug him, but I knew it would hurt him, because he felt overstimulated already and nothing was touching him, "of course iz." He went to grab some aspirin, and his fluids, "hey open up." He tried to lifted his head "don't fucking touch me, I can take a fucking pill." He rips the drink and pills out of axls hand, ax looked upset, but shake it away, knowing this wasn't him in this moment, "fuck you look at bitch." He said right to me, I guess I was staring? I have no fucking clue, I just walked out, I heard him yell insults at axl before he shut the door and walked out, he looked up at me trying to not look upset, "how about I make something to eat huh?" He said trying to switch the mood, I nodded my head yes, "how about grilled cheese hmm, I don't have much right now it's all we have." He said with a smile pulling out the cheese and butter, and the bread as well as the pan, I walked into his room needing to take a piss, all I wanted was for this to already be over, I knew it would just keep getting worse. I finished my business, looking in the mirror, I looked at my arm, that fucking black dot was haunting me, I still feel like a dick for doing this after I ridiculed Izzy about this shit, I understood exactly why he wanted to do it, it made life feel wonderful, and when it ended, I felt right back at zero, let me see if axl was done don't yet, I saw him putting the plates out and smiling at me as he saw me enter the room, there was a third plate for Izzy that he brought to him, I heard shouting from the room, axl came out with a little bit of blood on his white tank top, I tried to speak to speak to him he just walked fast as shit into the bathroom, I heard the door slam and I waited for a few minutes and he still didn't come out, I went over to the door, and knocked and I heard him sniffing, the door was unlocked so I opened it, all I saw was axl crying on the floor with his head in his hands, "this isn't fucking fair, his own fucking mother won't help me out with this shit." He said as I sat next to him giving him a hug, "what are you talking about hun." I asked rubbing his back, "I fucking called his mom, hoping she could help, and she told me basically fuck off and I told Izzy and he fucking hit me straight in the face." He said rubbing his lip that was busted, I just gently grabbed his face to make him look at me "I'm sorry baby, at least you tried , but he is our problem, and we are taking care of him." I say wiping his tears, "no this isn't fucking okay, he is throwing up everything he has ate this year, and he is looking more weak and skinny by the days, and he is sweating but also shriving." He said getting up and washing his face, "I know baby but we will get through this and if he is this bad right now won't it only get better right." I say hopefully, "maybe." He said with his head down, "come on, let's eat our food alright." He walked to the kitchen and ate our food, and axl got tired so he went to go lay down, I couldn't sleep, I went to Izzy's room, "hey honey, is there anything you want me to get you or do for you." I asked him, he looked so angry that I even asked that, "no I'm not a fucking charity.. (he took a pause) you know actually there is something." I hummed into what he needed. "How about you fuck me." What the fuck did he just say.

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟏𝟕𝟗𝟐

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