✮𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔰𝔬 𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔶✮

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𝐘/𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯: it was still pretty early I felt axl wasn't in the bed.if he wasn't in bed that most likely meant he was either pissing, shitting or eating, but when I got up he was standing near his dresser, I just saw his back towards me, "hii handsome, why you up so early." I said rubbing my eyes while yawning, he looked mad when he looked back, "uh I couldn't sleep hun, just go back to bed." He said, as he put something behind his back, "what's behind you're back ax" I said to him, what was he trying to hide, "nothing baby, please how about we just go back to bed now." He said trying to make me forget about it, move on whatever he wanted, "axl tell me what's going on." I stated getting up slowly, "didn't I say it was fucking nothing drop it y/n, fuck." He started to get up with me, maybe I should just leave him alone. So I decided just to lay back down, but now I'm freaking out about what's going on, I can't just go to asleep perfectly fine now, but I tried to lay down before I heard screaming in the other room, now what the fuck is going on , I got up, and decided to make my way over to what was going on, all I saw was axl yelling at Izzy, "what the fuck is going on." I said grabbing axl and making him to look at me, "nothing just go back to my room." He said before leaving my grip, Izzy looked so upset at what was going on. "Just get the fuck out by today Izzy, you have your own fucking home." WHAT. Why was he getting kicked out, I wanted to know what was going on, I hated when no one would ever tell me what was going on, "what why are you kicking him out." I said in a serious tone, "before it's fucking time okay. It's my house my rules , so please just go to sleep and let me handle everything okay." He said sincerely as he grabbed my face to make me look at him, he just wanted me to be out of his way so I did as he wished, and I left and went back into his room, I just sat on his bed and looked at the leather jacket he gave me, it was the nicest thing anyone had done for me, it was just such a sweet gesture, then I started looking around the room because I was worried and nosey, so I can't lay down, so I was going to snoop, I started to look in his dresser drawers and I realized something, I remember I left Izzy's note here, we got so fucked up i totally forgot then we had our break, I never got it back, and I remember just leaving it in his drawer thinking I would get it in the morning, that never happened... did axl read it? Is that why he is kicking Izzy out? Please no, "AXLLLLL, COME HERE!" I shouted extremely loud, he came running to the room, "what's wrong honey?" He said to me grabbing my arms seeing if I'm okay, "do not fucking tell me you read Izzy's note to me." I said ripping his arms off of me, I was getting extremely frustrated thinking axl wouldn't be that fucking arrogant, "I did okay?! I'm fucking sorry but apparently he can treat you better get fucked man, but so much fucking sorry that I got mad." He said throwing his arm in the air, I understand why he is getting mad but still. He shouldn't be this mad. "Axl you don't need to be this angry axl." I said in a very serious tone. He just looked at me, with this fury in him , "y/n I'm going to be fucking mad." He said before walking away, I chased him as he walked out, "where the fuck do you think you're going?!" I basically screamed at him, "can you please not raise you're voice, I'm trying to stay calm and you're not fucking helping, you want me to be better maybe don't yell at me when I want to fucking kill someone alright." He said looking me right into my eyes, now I started to feel like a dick because I wanted him to get better, he did get angry a lot, and he got mean. He would say the meanest shit, so I can't even argue with him, "ok I'm sorry ax, but I'm glad you're not getting mad, but for fucks sake no need to kick him out in this manner." I say trying to be nicer, "he needed to leave already." He said not in a mean way but not in the nicest way, just very blah. I left axl.

I walk over to Izzy's room, he seemed upset, "hey hun, are you doing okay?" I said sitting next to him on the bed, "I'm fine y/n" he said in a off putting tone, I hated when everyone was in a shitty mood, it made me feel very awkward, I hated especially when I couldn't help, and I couldn't in this situation, "I know this sucks Izzy, but I'll come by you're house later today okay." I say rubbing his shoulder, "that's not the point y/n." He spoke up, I gave him a confused look, "I shouldn't have ever wrote that, it was a dick move. And it was shitty." He said getting up and finishing packing his bags, he shouldn't feel shitty, he was expressing his emotions in that note, I can't ever stop thinking about what he said either, it was so sweet, it has been in my head since I read it, sometimes I still wonder if I chose him, I loved him but I don't know if I loved him in that way, I have been thinking about it when me and axl had our break, I can't be thinking like this right now, I helped Izzy grabbing his bags, I brought them to axls car. I just took his keys and said I was taking him back to his house, as we sat in the car I tried to start conversation... "izzy, did you mean what you said in that note." I blurted out, I just needed the reassurance, "I meant every word y/n just don't tell axl." He gave a cheeky smile as he spoke, I felt myself getting flustered, "I love you Izzy, and this better not ruin our friendship." I said before leaning in and kissing him right on the lips, I was at a red light don't freak out, but I put my hand in his hair and let it get lost, I felt so good while kissing him, this wasn't the first, but I kinda hoped it wasn't the last...

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭:𝟏𝟏𝟕𝟓

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