✮𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔰𝔬 𝔢𝔞𝔰𝔶✮

ᶜʰᵃᵖᵗᵉʳ ᵗʰⁱʳᵗʸ ᶠᵒᵘʳ

𝐘/𝐧: I was in pure hell, I was in the back of in an ambulance, I'm watching my soon to be husband being shocked from a defibrillator, he almost got up, but then fell right back down, his chest was bright red, it was very raw. He was in hell, he started to mumble something before the paramedics narcaned him, he sprung right up, I flinched at the way he shot up, then I was so happy when he got up, he grabbed his chest in pain, I kissed him so fucking hard. Then he grabbed my head and brought it closer. "I'm sorry." He pleaded into my ear, I started to cry even more, I know he didn't want to live after this tragic event, I couldn't blame him, but fuck sakes he took this news fucking terrible, I honestly was upset with him, it's like he didn't care how I felt about this whole time, he didn't even come home after the fucking hospital. But Izzy did. He stayed with me, until he went to check on my husband. His best friend. Just to see him lying, nodding out, etc. When he is a pervious addict, this is probably going to make him fucking relapsed, and I'm going to have to take fucking care of him. I honestly just want to go home with Izzy. He was in terrible shape when I left, I tried to make him come with me. But he was stuck. He didn't move. Didn't say a damn word. It was honestly scary.

I was with axl though. I was supposed to be worried about him. But I needed to check up on Izzy. We arrived to the hospital. They began to pull him out take him to a room, and check on him and what not. They were asking if I needed anything, I just kept nodding my head no. I just wanted to go home. I'm lying. I wanted to be with Izzy. He was really the only person on my mind. Axl was there too but I didn't wanna see him right now. When they questioned me and I stayed with axl for about 20 minutes I told him I had to make sure Izzy isn't doing anything stupid.

I made my way back to axls house to see if Izzy was still there. His car was still here. When I walked in. All I saw was Izzy holding a needle to his skin about to shoot up. "NOO IZZY NO." I yelled at him running over to him, he threw it when I screamed. He wasn't ready for me to freak out, he looked at me with sorrow. "I'm sorry hun." He said laying his head back on the couch. "It's okay iz." I walked over sitting right next to him, he looked at me. This was a different look. He looked at me with a flirty yet sad expression. All I could do was stare into his eyes. They were beautiful. His lips were plump, light pink, his nose. Was a perfectly lifted slightly. His beautiful jet black hair in front of his face. Then I did the unthinkable.

I leaned in. I kissed him.

He kissed me back.

Holy fucking shit. We started making out, he grabbed the back of my head, and pushed my face more into him, why did this feel so nice. His lips were so soft, he was kissing so softly yet passionate, I honestly loved every moment of this, I wasn't even thinking about axl in this moment, the kiss became deeper. his tongue was warm, he slide his tongue to my bottom lip, I opened my mouth slightly to let his tongue in, his hands starts to explore my top half of my body, we have never gotten like this. We have kissed before but holy fuck. His lip. His hands. Every part of him, the way his fingers were gliding on my skin, he pulled away slowly, hooking his finger around my tank top strap, looking at me if it's okay, I put my finger on top of his, I started to pull the tank top strap with him, it slowly released my breasts in front of him, his eyes widened, "are you sure." He looked at me for reassurance, I grabbed his face pushing it into mine, his hand ran up to my nipple, rubbing it slightly, i flinched at his touch, making my core wetter with every touch.

"God I want to fuck you." Izzy stated, pulling away from the kiss, grabbing my chin staring into my eyes deeply, his eyes were so beautiful. I could get lost in them. I was still processing what he said.

"Fuck me izzy."

𝐀𝐱𝐥𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯: I felt so alone. I was sitting in a hospital bed after I just made a shitty mistake. I loved y/n. She meant everything to me. What I did was selfish. I knew that. But I felt already so guilty. Y/n left me in this hell hole. Said she was checking on Izzy. I don't remember really anything. He was taking care of me. Which was very sweet.

I just wanted to go fucking home. I knew I was fine. But they kept saying they needed to "take test." To make sure I was okay. And I was on fucking suicide watch.

Are you fucking kidding me.

I couldn't even say anything either. Apparently they said I was in a semi coma. I don't know why, but everything I had a napkin, I would start writing about this event. It was working that the thing. I wanted to make a song off of this. I always write when I'm either going through something or seeing something, but the words that the paramedics said. I remember every word. I wanted it to be in the song, I wanted to leave already. When the nurse came to check up on me, she told me that I would be here for a few days. Fuck sake. I wonder what y/n is doing?

𝐘/𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐯: "fuck Izzy yes, right there." Izzy pounded into my wet core, the Izzy stradlin. I couldn't believe I was doing this. But fuck he felt so good. I never looked at Izzy in this way. He was so sweet, loving. Passionate. Even though he was fucking up my insides, he was still being his loving sweet self.

"Does that feel good sweetheart?" He panted with every thrust, his words were so sweet. He wasn't like axl with the degrading, but I liked it with axl. I don't know if Izzy would be good with that, he was just so loving. He made me feel safe. He made me feel euphoric. He was so thick. He was so damn hard too, it felt amazing. He was gentle yet so rough. He didn't mean to be aggressive but his member was just so long, hard, thick, his hand then came to my face, he looked into my eyes, "baby fuck you're amazing." He moaned. Why was that so hot. It was in a whimper tone almost, it made my body quiver, I just grabbed his face, slamming my lips into his. He slammed into me even faster, I could feel my core tightening around him with every thrust, his eyes began to roll back. He was in external bliss, I have never seen him in such intense blithe, his face was so soft, his hair felt like silk, his arms were so veiny, his chest was so toned yet soft.

I saw myself falling inlove with his body. He was on top of me, looking down at me, he started to go faster, he was near his climax, his head started to lay back as he filled me up, then leave and slam right back into me. "Fuck baby, you're going to make me cum." He grunted, putting one of his hands on the bed sheets,
He gripped lifting the sheet up slightly, "shit baby cum for me." I semi yelled, I haven't had sex this loving in a while, it was either always rough and hard, which I wasn't complaining, but fuck. I loved how this felt.

He started to pound harder and faster in me, he cussed under his breath, with every hit my body became weaker, then I felt his hand slip down, rubbing his thumb over my clit, which was already throbbing, i wanted him to get off, I didn't even care about me, I wanted him to be in pleasure. But fuck his hands were so hot, I've always had a thing for hands, especially veiny ones, that's why I liked axls hands, but Izzy's. He played guitar. That's all I'm going to say. His hands were so strong. Every flick with his finger made my body jolt, I could feel myself coming to my edge, he was almost there too, with every last thrust he would rub his hand faster, then it finally arrived. We both came at the same time, he pulled out just in time, leaking his ooze all over my lower stomach, near my star tattoos that were going up to my hip bones, he breathed heavy after we finished together, "holy shit, you're were amazing sweetheart." He smiled kissing my forehead.

What did I just do.

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭:𝟏𝟓𝟕𝟎

𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲/𝐧 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭? 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐱𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭? 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲/𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐳𝐳𝐲? 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨?