Barns Courtney One-Shots

Heartbreak Hallelujah

A/N: I'm going to hell for writing this. Hopefully y'all enjoy it though. Lol

Also, Barns cult leader character's name is Sevens. Just so ya know.
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'How could you think a guy like him would really want you? You're fucking hideous and you're an idiot!!' Rang in my head. People in the dining hall snatched my sketchbook today. They saw all of my doodles and drawings of Sevens, our leader. He had became my muse lately and I've had a crush on him since I came here. I knew a lot of his followers wanted to be with him, but I didn't know how vicious they were. It ended by Sevens intervening the argument and he saw my drawings. I was mortified that he saw them. So mortified that I just ran away. I ran and hid in my tent for most of the day. I skipped meals and skipped lessons; I just couldn't face anyone. I was too embarrassed.

'I'll probably be punished for running away like I did.' I thought with a deep sigh. Wondering what would be done to me gave me anxiety. I pressed my thoughts to the back of my mind as I changed my clothes. Due to the recent heat I just put on an oversized t-shirt, but I had undergarments on. Thankfully the wind was blowing and it was actually cool. It would be a great relief, especially to me. I'm not very good with extremely hot weather. It's kinda dumb that I joined an organization in the desert. I walked over to tie up the entrance to my tent better when a hand came through it. I gasped in shock, wondering who it was. After that a body followed. It was him, Sevens. He was wearing one of my favorite jackets that he had.

It was a cream color jacket with graffiti designs on it. A drippy smiley face was on the back. There was gold on the shoulders as well. He had on a lacy white shirt and white pants with black pinstripes on them. I was surprised to see a long stemmed rose in one of his hands. He had red eyeshadow and red lipstick on his lovely big lips. "Sorry if I startled you." He said with an apologetic look in his beautiful blue eyes. "It's okay." I replied, wondering what he was doing here. "I would also like to apologize for what happened earlier. You didn't deserve to be bullied and ridiculed in public like that." He said as he held out the red rose towards me. "A rose for a rose." He said and I shyly took it. I held it up to my nose and breathed in the sweet smell of the flower.

"Thank you." I said softly with a smile. I laid it on my bookshelf, intending to dry it for safekeeping later. "They're wrong by the way. You're so beautiful and I really... really want you." He said as he moved closer to me. To my surprise he placed his hands on my hips. He must have noticed I was only wearing underwear, because he smirked a little. A mischievous sparkle filled his pretty blue eyes. He he removed one hand and played with the him of my shirt. "May I?" He asked curiously. I didn't know what he was going to do, but I wanted to find out. "Yes." I said shyly. He put his hands on my hips underneath the shirt.

His touch felt electric and it made me feel things I've never felt before. He played with the fabric of my underwear before gently pressing me against the side of my bookshelf. Butterflies swarmed in my stomach and I felt myself blush. His eyes studied my lips for a moment. "May I kiss you?" He asked softly and I gave him permission. He played with the fabric of my underwear again as he kissed me. His lips felt so soft; I melted into the kiss and into his touch. When we broke the kiss I blushed hard when we made eye contact. It felt like he was looking into my soul, but I kinda liked it. He smirked and bit his bottom lip slightly. With a wave of his hand the entrance of the tent was tightly tied closed.

'No one can get through that unless they have a knife.' I thought. People have murmured that Sevens has magical powers, and now I knew it was true. His hands were on my hips again playing with my underwear. When our lips met again he slipped his thumbs underneath the fabric of my underwear. His knuckles gently rubbed against my hip bones. I was completely under his control and it was obvious that he knew that.

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The next morning I was laying in bed with Seven's arms wrapped around me. A soft blanket laid over us as we cuddled. I felt him gently tighten his arms around me. Then he placed his hand on my outer thigh. Slowly running it up my thigh and stopping at my hip. I knew he probably would have played with my underwear if I had been wearing any. I blushed thinking about what happened last night. He was my first kiss... my first everything. I moved a little so I could look back at him. He smiled softly at me with a warmth in his eyes that gave me butterflies. "Good morning sweetheart." He said softly before kissing my lips. I kissed him back and carefully rolled into my other side.

He wrapped his arms around me and we cuddled after breaking the kiss. "Are you hungry?" He asked curiously as he rubbed my side. "Yeah, but I don't wanna get out of bed. I just wanna cuddle with you." I replied, snuggling closer to him. He tightened his arms around me and kissed the top of my head. After a while he left to get us some food. I gathered some clothes and towels before heading to the community showers. I always felt nervous going to the community showers. But luckily the men used a set of different ones a good ways away from ours. Luckily no one else was there when I got inside. I enjoyed the shower and dried off. I quickly got dressed before heading back to my tent.

The skies were covered in gray clouds and I wondered if it was going to rain. I think it has only rained once since I've been here. When I got back to my tent I saw that Sevens had returned. He had a good bit of food to chose from. It was sitting on the round table I had. "Did you enjoy your shower?" He asked, noticing my damp hair. "I did. Thanks for getting us food." I replied with a small smile. We sat down and started eating. I blushed and got butterflies every time I looked at him. I hoped that none of the others found out what happened between us. If they did I wouldn't be surprised if they tried to kill me.

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