CH-213 Victim of his plans.

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I thought that I could smile, nod my way through it , pretend like it would all be ok

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I thought that I could smile, nod my way through it , pretend like it would all be ok . But it's not that easy, the bad things stay with you. they follow you. You can't escape them, as much as you want to. All you can do is be ready for the good. So when it comes, you invite it in, because you need it. I need it.

The world is so unpredictable. Things happen suddenly, unexpectedly. We want to feel we are in control of our own existence. In some ways we are, in some ways we're not. We are ruled by the forces of chance and coincidence.

But this is no coincidence , all the things happening around us is not any coincidence but things which had been decided from starting and now all this things suddenly came crashing down on me just made me so tired or I think I am just overthinking.

Maybe yes that could be I am overthinking but than again things today had gone too far , a little far that my mind needs time to accept every little detail.

Watching the small snow flakes fall outside while I stand on the window , hands locked on my chest I am tryna accept it all and I won't lie slowly things are settling in , I guess all these years of experiencing surprises after surprises made me ready for future but still everytime new truth or secret is out I just find myself struggling to deal with it .

I had been pulled back into reality as I feel the warm coat over my shoulder turning my head to side I see my husband.

Jimin-Its cold in here. Keep yourself warm .

He muttered to me before back hugging wrapping his arm around me , he drop a kiss on my shoulder before hiding his face in my hairs sniffing me and taking a deep relaxing breaths .

Suhani- Are they coming?

Jimin- Hmm they already covered half of the journey, they will be here soon .

He wishperd into my ear softly as he removed my hairs putting them at front exposing my neck to him , his slender long fingers start tracing over my skin making me smile at his soft touch .

Jimin- You okay right?

Suhani- What do you think ?

Jimin- You should be in habit till now .

He said chuckling softly as he start massaging my shoulder to relax me and I won't lie if this isn't working. My head fall back on his shoulder and I closed my eyes.

Suhani- What about you ? How are you dealing with everything ?

Jimin- You know these things doesn't effect me much , I am good in dealing with emotions and emotional vulnerability unlike you I don't overthink about things .

Suhani- Guess what I do overthink from you side also .

I said laughing a little which made Jimin kiss my side of head as he turn me around to face him , he pull me closer to his body untill there's no space left between us I press my hands on his chest . Feeling his heartbeat underneath my palm we both gaze into eachothers eyes.

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