The shadowed prophecy

Chapter 40: halloween horror

⚠️Trigger warning sexual assault in this chapter⚠️

The Halloween party tonight was a night for me to get away from books and studies. To relax and enjoy my youth here at Hogwarts. A night that felt as though if I did too much I could relapse with how much I was already taking daily from the stress. With that stress that was building inside me I was sniffing coke this morning and drinking alcohol while also using other forms of drugs throughout the day, with friends by the time dinner was coming around and of course I didn't want them to think I was already high I had don some then as well.

The great hall was a loud jumble of chatting and giggles from all houses and even the staff table. I had barely ate anything but no one really cared think I was just wanted to eat less to get more drunk but my appetite wasn't there, only the nudge of needing more drugs in my system but I waited for my friends to finish their meals to go back and finish getting ready for the party.

"Is everyone now actually ready first years included." Ark had asked us all and everyone was in the common room ready and leaving taking our stuff with us. "We haven't been to gryffindor common room in like a year so it'll be nice to go back in there." She said walking and I smiled when she looked at me. We entered the common room and the music was blazing and people were dancing and drinking and talking with some people making out. It was nice to see this in another house and not dealing with the aftermath of it all. I spotted the Weasley's with my sister and the golden trio together on the sofa near the fireplace and went over there. I placed the drugs on the table and everyone was pleased and I had quite a few I had rolled earlier passing them around and putting out the coke and other substances on the table for people to pick at like all the other parties.

After an hour I was being dragged by someone into one of the bedroom and I had to focus on who it was and finding out it was Draco Malfoy the one I had grassed to Dumbledore I had tried to escape his touch once he was kissing me all over but he held me down on the bed, pulling up my skirt I was wearing and taking off my underwear. I wasn't sure what to do but once I realised what he was doing he was already inside of me. "Now stay still while I fuck you right her you stupid girl. You will be mine tonight." He says fucking me until he came inside me. He got himself all nice and neat before leaving me here chucking my underwear at me. I put it on and made my way to the party and trying to not seem so horrified. Doing more drugs and basically blacking out to get rid of the lingering feeling of Draco being inside of me.

It was almost 12:30 when my Lou grabbed my hand and stabling me while we left. "Come el let's go we need to get back to our dorm. We'll get the left over drugs before we leave don't worry." He says calmly and me and my friends left the party. "That was really good at least el was able to get really drunk and high while trying to knuckle down for her leave next year." He says and I smile about that before getting into the common room. He got me into my bed and put the left over drugs into my top draw of my night stand and putting the duvet over me kissing my forehead goodnight and I fell right asleep.

The next morning I awoke and seeing my friends still asleep probably going to awake soon. I get an itch to do more drugs as I look over at my nightstand remembering Lou had put them there before leaving last night. I know I shouldn't but my itch for it was too strong so I grabbed some coke out of the draw and went into the bathroom to do it and then get ready for the day. As I walked out my friends were now waking up slowly gen rushing to the bathroom to either piss or vomit but probably both. They all got ready and when we were leaving the boys walked down the stairs and we greeted them and went for breakfast. We walked to the great hall reminding each other of the events that occurred last night. I joined in where I could trying not to seem like I was struggling at all. Mostly everyone was in the hall some looking rougher than others but I'm sure they don't feel like me needing drugs like I do. The teachers all seemed like guessed we'd had another party and Dumbledore rose from his seat once the last lot of students stumbled in.

"Right it seems that the party last night was a hoot from how some of you look. So we will have every painting account for any late night wanderers past the set curfew that has been set for your year okay." He says sternly but in a nice and concerning way. "Now if you disobey this then you shall receive consequences that might include suspension or expulsion. Do you understand?" He says and we all agree to this. It reminds me of my childhood and how my parents scolded me for being up past the set bedtime they'd set. I almost felt myself cry but then I saw the eyes of my lover and it kind of went away and those eyes made me get through the entire breakfast without feeling like I needed to crying in front of the entire school. Once it was over I told my friends that I needed to get some homework done and I left going to my classroom to cry about my childhood and what Draco had done and maybe even doing more drugs. I had only done then 2 hours before arriving there but I wasn't sure what I would do or how long I was going to dry for.

Three hours later the crying slowly stopped and I could start seeing again. Instead of drinking I could now do more of the cocaine and smoke some weed before heading to lunch. After I finished my smoke I gathered my bag and headed for the great hall again as I did just this morning. My friends sat at the front and I put on my casual smiley face and approached them. "Hey guys how was your morning? Sorry I missed the entire morning I got caught up with it all hope you don't mind." I said and they told me it was no problem and they knew it was important. We ate our food and me not having too much just like the last 2 meals.

"Hey are you okay? That's the third meal your not eating much. Did something happened last night are you feeling sick if you are well take you to the hospital wing." Lou said and I nodded at him.

"Yeah I'm fine just not got much appetite that's all so stop being such a worry some and let me eat what I want." I snapped back unintentionally sounding rude. "I- I'm sorry for saying that so harshly I didn't mean it." I said apologetically.

"No it's okay if you need to talk you know you can talk to me or anyone here." He said to me with slight concern on his face and I just smile and nod at him.