"So what's going on? Do you want to tell me or show me anything?" He says as he sits back in his classroom chair staring at me in front of his desk 2 feet away. Not sure what to say and how I would say it. Maybe I should just give him all that Dumbledore needs to prepare and create his own army and be ready for when he attacks. "El tell me what's going on your just staring at me? Your scary me just say anything damn it tell me your okay." He says getting angry and raising his voice a little. I wasn't sure what to do, he needs me to say something I have to.
"I... I..." I try starting to say the truth but I was scared and anxious I feel a tear rolling down my face and I start shacking with my breathing becoming heavier. a panic attack, I had forgotten the feeling of one since the last one was so long ago. "help" I ask through our connection and comes over to me grabbing hold of me before I fall to the ground. the pain that I had felt a few hours ago had felt so real and I didn't know I could feel it. I knew that if I didn't fix myself soon this might actually happen and it was only a vision and it might not even be true about that part but the other part had to be real. I hadn't realized that the drugs I was taking was taking so much of my emotion away and it all hit me as he shouted at me and in his touch it felt like I was actually calming down and able to concentrate on my life and emotions that I've managed to suppress. After a while I was able to stand up and sit down on a chair opposite his chair and start talking about what happened at the lake. "so umm at the lake I had another vision.' I say and he looked as though he'd seen a ghost. "but it wasn't about something to happen soon, more like 2-3 years in the future, about the fight with the dark lord." I say and he nods at me gesturing for me to continue. "I know the date as well and I saw that harry will battle with him here at Hogwarts, as well as the time which was strange to see but just know that if I tell you I don't think we can Dumbledore the specific date and time as he might already know and doesn't want anyone to panic but ill tell you because I trust you and I love you."I say and my eyes go wide when I realized what I just told him.
"I love you too and will also protect you when it's needed okay, if you need any help just call to me and I will try and find you and help you. I also promise not to share the little secret okay, tell me here so you don't need to say it out loud in case people can hear." he says hold my hands and I smile at him. "its at 2pm on 31st March." I tell him through our minds and he "okay now that we know the when and where and who he wishes to defeat being, harry and most likely Dumbledore, and the why which is of course to get all the power. we need a plan, I will talk with Dumbledore to see how he would be preparing for the fight and who he will contact. you try start a group of students to be prepared for the fight and ask lupin to create an extra curricular for you students to prepare yourself for the fight." he says and I nod and leave but I wasn't sure how I was going to do and convince people to join as they don't know much about the dark lord and when he's going to attack.
I made my way to Lupin's office and knocked on the door. "come in" he said I walked into his office and he was grading papers or maybe even my owl exam. I sat down and he looked up at me. "what can I do for you El. and no I cannot give you your result early." he says and I smile at him.
"actually I'm not here for my results even though I do wish to know but I would like to make an enquiry about a new extra curricular that involves your subject. its to create a space for students to practice their spells and cast the right spell if we end up in a fight with lets say some like the dark lord for example. you could demonstrate some spells that would be necessary for that situation and possibly do it every year from now on if you wish to stay here at Hogwarts." I say and he nods and thinks about it for a few seconds.
"I mean it would be a very good idea but that is also what I do in lesson." he responds.
"yes it is but it'll be another extra thing for students to go to if they need extra help with something or want to remember any spells they think they need to revisit and you could also go off topic from the curriculum and teach me and other students spells that aren't classified in it." I try convincing him and he seems pleased with my answer and he smiles at me.
"okay fine I'll have to go by Dumbledore by this idea before making it official but you will be the first to know when I know." he says and I smile at him and say my goodbyes as I wished not to be there much longer. with it being about 9:30 so curfew was already 30 minutes ago, I was surprised he didn't say anything about it. I wasn't sure where I wanted to sleep tonight, I haven't been sleeping in my bedroom because I wasn't sure if I was even accepted anymore but my classroom is getting uncomfortable to sleep in without an actual bed in there and I can't just sleep in Severus' bed as people might question why id be in the dungeons really early in the morning. with the confusion of where I was to sleep that night I ended up just walking into Severus' living quarters and just stood there not sure if I should leave or just go to bed here. it took me a minutes to decide but since I was here I thought why not as his bed is rather comfortable from what I can remember. I walk into the bathroom and find there was an extra toothbrush in there waiting for me when I stayed over. I smiled at this started to get ready for bed choosing one of his t-shirts to wear. getting into his bed I felt myself falling asleep almost instantly.
waking up the next morning I felt him in the bed with me and his arm rapped around me as if this was a normal occurrence. I look at the clock and it's 6:30, I turn to face my lover and smile at how cute he is when he sleeps. he wakes up as I look at him and I blush a little as ive been caught staring at him.
"how long where you staring at me for?" he asks and I giggle and hearing his crouky voice in the morning is quite sexy.
"only like 5 seconds. I'm sorry I just walked into your living quarters and just falling asleep in your bed. I considered not staying but I was already here before I realized where I was." I say and he smiles at me and kissed my head.
"its okay my love, I was quite tired myself when I walked in and just got straight to bed not really realizing that you were even in here until I got into bed and was a little shocked but I thought you looked too cute to wake up." he says kissing my lips and smiling. I smiled at him and we cuddled for bit before getting up and ready for the day.
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The shadowed prophecy
Fanfic15 year old El finding her place at hogwarts with her 7 friends, with a troubled background that has shaped her into a motherly figure to her younger siblings. She also used drugs and alcohol to help cope with life. This is driven from her addict pa...
