Maybe I'm just overthinking things
Maybe I'm outta my mind
I feel like this shouldn't be happening
And truthfully I am running outta time
My love for you I believe is one-sided that much is true
And it hurts, it is a little lonely being the only one loving you
Why God, why??
This aches in ways that I did not know I could feel
My feelings, these feelings so real
My doubts show up
With its muck
They have manifested before me
They taunt me every day
" he'll never love you don't u see, you two were never meant to be"
"Give up, set yourself free"
My doubts scream
That's what they say to me
He's right, he doesn't love me
He never will
But still, I love him
I love him for nothing in return
He deserves the world
He deserves love
Unconditionally
I want to show him that being alive is all he needs to do
That he's a dream
My wish come true
I've forced my love upon him
And I would do it again in a heartbeat
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Midnight Chronicles
Poetry+- Sometimes the hardest battles are fought within. We all hide pieces of ourselves, but what happens when the walls break down? You can never hide forever. Pain can be a powerful teacher and often teaches us painful truths, pain never lies. In life...