In My Mind

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Maybe I'm just overthinking things

Maybe I'm outta my mind

I feel like this shouldn't be happening

And truthfully I am running outta time

My love for you I believe is one-sided that much is true

And it hurts, it is a little lonely being the only one loving you

Why God, why??

This aches in ways that I did not know I could feel

My feelings, these feelings so real

My doubts show up

With its muck

They have manifested before me

They taunt me every day

" he'll never love you don't u see, you two were never meant to be"

"Give up, set yourself free"

My doubts scream

That's what they say to me

He's right, he doesn't love me

He never will

But still, I love him

I love him for nothing in return

He deserves the world

He deserves love

Unconditionally

I want to show him that being alive is all he needs to do

That he's a dream

My wish come true

I've forced my love upon him

And I would do it again in a heartbeat

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