𝘌𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺!!
When im alone
I tend to do crazy things
I think crazy things
And words being thrown,
Thrown around in my mind
And it's mostly ends with me sad
Or me crying
Im like a weary fighter
After a war
And im on my knees wondering
What was it all for
Replaying events
Over and over
everything that was done
And everything that was said
I never got a chance to adjust
I was just supposed to just?
Settle
Be ok with it all
The only one to climb
The only one to fall
I sat at the table
Waiting for our scheduled meet
And it was going just fine
We'd meet every day
At the same time
And some days
It would be just me
Sitting there stupidly
Waiting for thee :D
And I'd sit there happily
Because I wanted to learn
Learn about this new you, I was seeing
Excited and giddy
To meet this wonderful human being
The days leading up
I would never had predicted
That soon
I would have been evicted
My seat here
Taken
And you didn't care
In fact, you smiled
if I wasn't mistaken
And I had decided
That I'd wait
Despite the ache
Despite the pain
And I'd be hurt
But at least you were happy
So it wouldn't be in vain
And after sitting in this murderous silence
I got tired of it all
And suddenly
Like waking up from a dream
I was tired of being a face
Not heard
And just seen
I got tired of being second-best
In this little pity scheme
♡+-𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔-+ ♡
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Midnight Chronicles
Poetry+- Sometimes the hardest battles are fought within. We all hide pieces of ourselves, but what happens when the walls break down? You can never hide forever. Pain can be a powerful teacher and often teaches us painful truths, pain never lies. In life...
