𝘌𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺!!
I am embarrassed
By the way
I allowed myself to be treated
For the way
I allowed myself to be swayed
By empty words
And even emptier promises
Zero action, Zero change
For the hope and exception
"That hey
They're trying
And trying to be different
So it's ok
When he says he will do better
He will".
And again I stay there
The punching bag
It's not my fault
That you don't know what you want
Well I am just about fed up
With the ideal
That simple logic and loyalty
Becomes unreasonable and unreal
I crave clarity of mind
And im starting to think
It's hard to find
I have loved
I have given all thats mine
And I just want to be loved
Loved without trying
No more ignoring the red flags
When they're screaming in my face
No more running
Trying to keep up with their pace
No more excuses
For you disgusting self-seeking uses
What is meant for me
Will find me
And I relish the day I am found
Loved without reason
In arms where I am safe and sound
And comfort without bounds
Unconditional love
The fairytale love
The too good to be true love
The love where I am fully his
And he is completely mine
The type of love
That in the most unexpected ways
Finds you
When you need it most
And you didn't even have to look
or second guess
If it was yours
I am embarrassed
By the way
I let the idea of love use me
Shuffling through straw
Clawing at air
Holding sand,
expecting it not to fall through your fingers
What is mine is mine
And it will find me
♡+-𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔-+ ♡
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Midnight Chronicles
Poetry+- Sometimes the hardest battles are fought within. We all hide pieces of ourselves, but what happens when the walls break down? You can never hide forever. Pain can be a powerful teacher and often teaches us painful truths, pain never lies. In life...
