+- T𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘢𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘺, 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦, 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺!! -+
I think maybe, I care a little bit too much
I wear my heart out expecting it not to be crushed,
And I do it anyway
You'd think after all this time, I would have learned
That love should be unconditional and free
It shouldn't have to be earned
The same goes for loyalty, honesty and kindness
Wrapped in warm and fuzzy feelings
Engulfed in brightness
And still, it seems im always left in the dark
I enforce and embrace all the things I wish from others
And yet, it never matters
I love like theres no tomorrow
Then im always left in this deep pit of sorrow
From the ones I love to the ones I trust
Did I really never matter that much?
How bold of me to assume
It was very rude of me to barge in,
Into your heart,
as if there was even any room
For me from the start
Maybe there once was, but not anymore
Im easily forgotten, of this much I am sure
I gave my everything
I really did try
Im not surprised anymore, no reason for me to cry
Turns out I'll always just be second best
The after afterthought
The crazy one, the mess
Im scared that at this rate
I'll never be ready
I'll never be ready to do anything,
because I'm always in my head
Im so easy to trust, then gets hurt and mislead
I know I should let this go, let you go
You're not mine to keep
And on my own, closure I will seek
I wish this on no one
This pain and hurt is not for the weak
♡+-𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔-+ ♡
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Midnight Chronicles
Poetry+- Sometimes the hardest battles are fought within. We all hide pieces of ourselves, but what happens when the walls break down? You can never hide forever. Pain can be a powerful teacher and often teaches us painful truths, pain never lies. In life...
