𝘌𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺!!
How would you feel
Actually, it wasn't a feeling
It was real
And if it was me in your shoes
You would have never seen or heard
I would have never uttered a word
You'd never know I was upset, sad, depressed
Id keep it all to myself and laid self to rest
Why?
Whether im upset, sad, depressed
I don't make it anyone's problem
But myself
I know what it's like being on the receiving end
Of someone's rage, anger, pain
And I choose to be better
Better than them
And I know that internalising
Is self-damaging
But as long as those around me are unscathed
That they're not victims of my pain
"Oh wait"
Thats right
I did it to the cherished one
Someone important
who meant the most
Im really just a hypocrite
It hurts to realise this
But I do make mistakes
Just like anyone
And there isn't a day I won't regret
The things I did, the things I said
It keeps replaying in my head
All because I cared so much
Too much
I learned from that
It's a little too late
That love can easily become
Rage and hate
Never again will I make that mistake
Desperately pleading, to cease this ache
Let them go if they don't wanna stay
You can never force someone
Who wants to walk to another way
But still im grateful
For the things I've learned
Every mistake and fall
Is knowledge earned
♡+-𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔-+ ♡
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Midnight Chronicles
Poetry+- Sometimes the hardest battles are fought within. We all hide pieces of ourselves, but what happens when the walls break down? You can never hide forever. Pain can be a powerful teacher and often teaches us painful truths, pain never lies. In life...
