𝘌𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺!!
Its always when im alone
Then I suddenly start thinking about the things I didn't say
It's always when im lying down that everything replays in my head and I wonder
What I could have done differently
Did it matter what I say
I feel like you would do what you wanted anyway
This still would have happened
I would have still been thrown under the bus
There was no room in your heart for me
No
There was no room for us
And im always thinking it over
Maybe I said or did something wrong
But no
From the beginning, you were singing this same song
You had no intention of staying true to your decision
You had already made up your mind
You would spark the love within me
And then leave me behind
How manly of you
Such a coward you are
You live in the mud
And your heart, black as tar
And I have you up there as one of my stars
The hardest part
Is the fact that you know that you are,
That no matter what I'll love you the same
It is never your fault
Someone else is always to blame
But this is a different game
This time it won't be the same
I have moved on for good
And this is my last goodbye
And just like that
In the blink of an eye, I'll be gone
Whatever support you had left in me
Whatever sympathies you can pull on are nonexistent
It's my turn to feel wanted, respected and loved
I too deserve to feel worthy
I hope you find what you're looking for
Whatever it is
It certainly is not in me
With no regrets, I release what once was,
No longer bound by the chains of your love.
This is my last goodbye, my final say
I'm free now, walking my own way
I'll rise beyond the hurt you've caused,
And find peace, because I know,
I deserve more, and more I shall be.
From this moment, I set myself free
♡+-𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔-+ ♡
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Midnight Chronicles
Poetry+- Sometimes the hardest battles are fought within. We all hide pieces of ourselves, but what happens when the walls break down? You can never hide forever. Pain can be a powerful teacher and often teaches us painful truths, pain never lies. In life...
