Heart over Head

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𝘌𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺!!



"A heart is a heavy burden to bear"


More than anything

I know what this means

I fear.

Have you loved so much,

That you couldnt speak?

Butterflies and flowers bloom

In a barren land

And on the walls of your room

Hurt so much, you couldnt eat

Felt alone

Even when youre not alone under the sheets

Had your chest ache

And you cry and cry for weeks

And when you were begging to cry

The tears wouldn't come

Stand at the starting line of a race

And your heart refused to run


"Why?"


Is the weight of your heart so heavy

It seems impossible to bear at times

And sometimes you wish there was none

Why do you only seem weightless

Staring into an empty bottle

Someone else's picture,

Scrolling with your thumb


And just when you think

you couldnt feel any more pain

Your heart replays it

Again and again

And the weight grows

And your chest tightens

Everything hurts you

Your senses are heightened

What's the point of feeling so much

That you wish you were dead

Always thinking with your heart

And never your head


Maybe that weight you feel just proves that youre alive

That weight gives you emotional muscle

So one day you can thrive

Never to say you will never hurt again

But it will get easier over time

And in time you will understand

To live and learn

Even with a heavy heart



♡+-𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔-+ ♡

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