+- T𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘢𝘮𝘣𝘭𝘺, 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦, 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺!! -+
I don't know if I've ever hated myself more
It's been bad, but never this bad before
Am I that unreasonable?
Am I that selfish?
Do I actually only think about myself?
Everyone knows but me
everyone who matters to you anyway,
And I chose not to say anything about it
I pretended not to know
Maybe I was just assuming
But it hurts even more knowing that I was right
in the air, love was blooming
And it was still kept from me
The one, who I think should know the most
Wow, just when I started recovering too...
And I'd be fine accepting that from anyone, just not you
And while it felt good to laugh again
It felt great to be a part of again
I just felt a gnawing in the back of my head
"Don't you see that youre being misled"
I thought it through once more
And read between the lines
Things were still being hidden
And it shook my core
it was bad, but never this bad before
I truly give up
I can't do this anymore
I will keep pretending to be ok
On the outside, I will be fine
I refuse to be the problem
No, not this time
I was honest with you
I told you all how I really felt
I shoved all my insecurities aside
and told you how I felt on the inside
But I guess it was just me hoping
That what you said was real
And maybe it is,
but that's all you said anyway
there was more to be said
I guess you were hoping
it would all fly over my head
I guess its fair
It's my time to pay
but this time, I'll just take it,
I have nothing to say
♡+-𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔-+ ♡
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Midnight Chronicles
Poetry+- Sometimes the hardest battles are fought within. We all hide pieces of ourselves, but what happens when the walls break down? You can never hide forever. Pain can be a powerful teacher and often teaches us painful truths, pain never lies. In life...
