𝘌𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺!!
Have you ever gone to sleep,
woke up forgetting
what happened the day before?
Have you ever cried so hard
You ended up on the floor
Died in your sleep?
I don't know what happened
I just gave up I guess
Tired of hurting
I'm thinking maybe it is...
Gosh what am I even saying
I have finally cried
After days of holding it in
And I feel myself falling apart again
All that effort put in
Why? Why do I even care so much
I just feel empty sometimes
Purposeless
Useless
I don't even know what to call myself
A moment ago I felt so strong and sure
And now
My eyes spill and immediately refill
One tear after the other
Why? Why must I hurt so much
Failure as a person and a friend
Over and over
My efforts are a means to an end
I always find the wrong words to say
It's like I learnt nothing from the passing day
I prove him right, again and again
I push everyone away
It hurts to be me
In moments like these
I have found no comfort lately
Not even in my dreams
I truly wonder now,
Why would anyone stay
It's a ridiculous thought really
A joke of a life I live
Thinking anyone would choose me freely
Another day of complete silence goes by
I have given up on figuring out the why
Always prepared in my heart
Never ready for the goodbye
♡+-𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔-+ ♡
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Midnight Chronicles
Poetry+- Sometimes the hardest battles are fought within. We all hide pieces of ourselves, but what happens when the walls break down? You can never hide forever. Pain can be a powerful teacher and often teaches us painful truths, pain never lies. In life...
