what do i do with all of these connections i've built? some good, some bad, some a mixture of the two, but still comforting and meaningful in lots of ways
what do i do with all of these feelings i have? those things don't just go away easy
what do i do with all of the time i wasted? can't get that back and now nothing left to fill the day
what do i do with the words you said? they keep echoing over and over in my head, melodic and torturous
i devoted so much time, heart space, and energy into these connections, they took a lot out of me, some giving in return, but not enough in exchange
i gave u my heart and drowned in your lies, confusion and games instead of telling me the truth, everything was wrong, its too late to make it right
now the best thing to do is just to walk away, my heart a c h e s, doesn't mean I want you back, just means you never should've fucked with me in the first place
they said i never fell in love because i couldn't handle getting my heart broken, i guess i understand that now, i always thought loneliness to be worse until i met men like you all
YOU ARE READING
always raining - Poetry
Poesíaｍｙ ｈｅａｒｔ ｈａｓ ｂｅｅｎ ｒａｉｎｉｎｇ ｉｎｔｏ ｍｙ ｓｏｕｌ ｅｖｅｒ ｓｉｎｃｅ ｗｅ ｍｅｔ．．． ᴛʜᴇꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʀᴀɪɴᴅʀᴏᴘꜱ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴅʀɪꜰᴛ ....ꜱᴏ ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ'ʀᴇ ɢᴏɴᴇ ǝuoɓ ǝɹ,ʎǝɥʇ ǝɹoɟǝq ɯǝɥʇ ɥɔʇɐɔ os˙˙˙˙ ʇɟıɹp llıʍ sdoɹpuıɐɹ ǝʞıl sʇɥɓnoɥʇ ǝsǝɥʇ
