always raining - Poetry

ok, i get it

I'm sorry for being a good girl, lovingly waiting for your careless pats on the top of my head, what an idiot

i am the busy little bee, buzzing from flower to flower, looking for sweetness, flying right into a web, andfowhat?

a happy little fool - so disgusting, i'm not trying, i'm not hoping, i'm not wishing for you anymore

i've shut that door, keep lingering in my energy if you want to be ignored

i waited for days and days in the rain for you? ha

our love life summed up in that moment, i waited for nothing

let's try again tomorrow, he said - do i have idiot written on my face? what's changed in 24 hours? gtofh

love is for the strong - those who hurt but pick themselves up anyway

the brave - those who are willing to fight for your heart against all odds

and the free - nothing is holding you back

if you aren't those things, don't waste my gotdamn time

period

you don't want this bad enough, but i did

now, you just may flick my bowl

and i may look at you with bulbous eyes

before i turn my back to you and swim away

no, i am not jumping when you say go