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I must have gone crazy.

Not only did I just get drunk in front of Wonwoo---I actually had the balls to jump on top of him??? Am I some teenage boy in heat? Have I been thinking of doing those type of things with him this entire time? This libido of mine would end me before I even get a chance to be with him. Just now I even wanted to kiss him---AGAIN. I should just lock myself up and contemplate on my life.

"I'll just do the dishes then."

I know that I just can't make up for my mistakes by just merely washing the dishes, but as of this moment I can't really look him in the eye after knowing what I did to him last night and earlier during breakfast.

After cleaning up, we sat down on the couch to plan our date together. After reflecting on myself, earlier as I washed the dishes, I managed to gather my thoughts together and calm my rowdy heart that has been pounding so loud this entire time.

He was still reading his patients' charts even when I was sitting beside him trying to get his attention. Does he have that little amount of interest in me? Is he just going along because he pities me?

"Would it kill you to take a break for once?" I was starting to panic for some reason.

"I'm sorry, I can't seem to break this habit of mine."

"I don't need you to do anything. Just listen at least." I took his hand and placed it on my cheek. This feeling of longing is really bringing out the clinginess in me. I never thought I was this kind of person.

"Ok ok ok stop doing that with your face already. Makes me feel like shit."

"Can't you just say something nice for once?" there he goes again with that bad mouth of his. I guess I'm the type that get's easily affected by foul words, especially when it comes from the person I like---

"That face of yours is easily becoming a weakness of mine---I simply don't know how to phrase it in kind words. Sorry if I can't help this sharp tongue of mine."

But when he says things like these, I can't help but fall for him even deeper. He may be this blunt type of person, but he surely does have this soft side to him that I can't help but be fond of.

"Stop it with the creepy ass smile and just get that plan of yours over with."

We were holding hands for quite awhile. I could tell that he liked this type of skinship as he was really enjoying it when he was fiddling around with my fingers. He looked at my hands as if he was cradling a baby of some sort. His warm eyes followed every line on my palms and traced it gently with his fingers. The smile he was making was enough to make my heart race again.

We eventually let go of each other's hands and I carried on with listing down the things that we could do for our date. I better make this a memorable one for him.

"Alright, that's that. Let's go." I finally finished our schedule for the day.

He let me borrow his shower and some of his clothes. I wanted us to wear something with a "couple vibe" to it---I just don't know how to convince him though to wear one with me.

"Wonwoo? Are you done changing?" I walked to the room where he was changing in and raised my hand to knock on the door, when it suddenly opened.

"Yeah I'm done." he was wearing a black and gray ensemble with a grey turtleneck underneath his black coat. His hair was still ruffled up, but he somehow managed to make it look like it was on purpose and stylish.

"Am I overdressed? Why are you staring like that?"

"No no no you look great. Maybe even too great."

"What do you mean?"

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