My Candy Addicted Dentist || MEANIE ● WONMIN

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Mingyu, could you be any dumber than this? A hard-on? AGAIN? Am I really this perverted?

I just pissed him off earlier for being horny at the movies, yet here we are again reeling back to the same dark mistake that I just made that ruined our movie date in the first place. I should've just gone home if this was all I wanted from him tonight. Yet here I am, leaning in on his face to get a closer look at him.

His handsome face shone bright even in this darkness that we were staying at. I was mindlessly staring at him that it freaked me out when he suddenly turned his face towards me and our faces were inches away from each other. I pushed him back after he placed his head on my chest. I was already having a hard time thinking straight, and having him enter my personal bubble like that would just make things worse. Plus my junior didn't seem to have any plans of calming down too.

"I see~ you want to pick up where we left earlier?"

Shit. He just saw it. Dammit Mingyu. I bet he just sees me now as some rowdy boy who's just after some playtime under the sheets.

"No, I'm sorry for always being like this. I promise I don't see you as just some toy to have fun with. My feelings for you are genuine and----"

"Jeez I get it. Chill out, I wasn't even saying anything bad." he took a bag of chips and opened it by biting on one end and holding the other end with his good hand.

"I know you're not that type of person, and frankly I guess you could say that I wanted it too." he smiled at me casually as if what he just said wasn't meant to make me feel even more aroused than I already am.

"I'm sorry, I must've heard you wrong. You wanted to do it with me too? By 'it' you mean doing 'that' right?"

"I'm not a kid, Mingyu. I know exactly what I'm saying." he took a handful of chips in his mouth and ate away like we were talking about the most mundane topic two people can possibly have within a conversation.

"Are you really fine with doing that with me?" I inched closer to him but didn't have the guts to face him as we continued to talk.

"To be honest, you're not going to be my first. Not the second, heck not even my third."

I felt down for some reason. Enough to sadden both my heart and even my poor little guy down there. He must've seen my face sink as he held my hand to cup his face. I lifted my head and saw him nestling his face on the palm of my hand.

"Do you still like me after knowing all that?" his eyes stared right through mine. At that moment, I realized once again that I knew nothing much about him. In the 5 months that I've been with him, he never really shared much about himself. Am I really diving into this blind and unready? What if we both just end up hurting each other in the end? Well, then again, that's for the future me to worry about. Right now, I'm confident to say that I do like him, and that I'm willing to do anything to keep him happy and well.

I took his hand and gave it a slight squeeze. "I have no say in what you've done in the past. Who am I to judge you for the choices you've made? I don't know much about you, and honestly that part saddens me more. What I do care now is that, I hope in the future you will let me in your life and allow me to be your strength whenever you feel weak or vulnerable." tears started to stream down my face the moment I finished that confession.

"What a cry baby really." he pulled me in for a hug. That was probably the first hug we ever shared. It felt warm and nice. It felt like, for the first time, he finally brought down all the walls he had built against me.

"Thank you for liking me Mingyu. I don't know much about love, but I'll do my best to be good to you." he patted my head as he tried to console me.

The hug lasted for a solid minute or two. We broke free from each other's embrace and somehow felt shy after we just spilled all our feelings like that. I took a sip of my soda to lessen the awkward tension that was still lingering and he went along to eat another handful of chips.

"Sorry if it's a bit salty."

"Salty? The soda's sweet though what do you mea---"

He grabbed my shirt and pulled me in for a kiss. Somehow this kiss was different from the one we shared earlier at the movies. His gentle touch behind my neck tamed the nerves that I was feeling at that moment. His lips that gently brushed against mine and the way he softly nibbled on my lower lip made me moan in bliss and sensual euphoria. He pulled back, breaking the kiss and gave me an amused look.

"Well that's some look you got there." he chuckled while wiping my lips with his fingers. "So, was it salty?"

"Damn, you're much slyer than I thought you'd be." I covered my face in embarrassment and proceeded to hit him playfully for pulling off such a casanova move on me so effortlessly.

"Hahahaha was it really that good? Anyways that's as far as we can go for now." he went back to eating his chips as if he didn't just devour me a moment ago.

"Don't take me for some sex maniac, okay?"

"You made it easy for someone to mistake you as one though? Don't blame that on me." he laughed as he went to drink a sip of his soda.

"I get it. Just stop shoving it on my face."

We continued to talk and hang out that night. He'd ask me to open up the gummy packs he bought at the convenience store and proceeded to eat them at the speed of light. We both decided to watch another movie before parting ways at dawn. Although what just happened during our date was a huge step up for the both of us, I didn't want to make it seem that I wanted to rush the progress of this relationship of ours. I wanted us to go steady even if it meant going slow.

"Good night Wonwoo. See you in my dreams lov---."

Bang!

"Hey! Don't just slam the door shut on me!"

He opened the door again and peeked at the hallways both left and right before giving me a kiss on the forehead and a punch on the gut.

"Say cheesy lines like that again and I'm gonna smash your head on a wall. Good night idiot."

He closed the door again and left me there standing alone, clutching my stomach in pain but with gleeful thoughts about us during our date.

"He's never going to go easy on me huh?"