When Will It Be My Turn?

chapter 27

                                      FLASHBACK

It's been 5 years now, and I can say that I'm totally right. I don't have anymore more feelings to Celine, I guess I just really have some bad attachments issues before, well I still do. But I don't know, it now feels different now.

I met this girl at a gathering that my parents told me to attend to, at first I really hate fact of attending one but then I had no choice but to because if I didn't, they're gonna take away my allowance for the whole month.

And fuck, I can't. especially I have so many things I need to pay in my school shits.

But then, I ended up thanking my parents for making me go to that event because I met her, Olivia.

All I can say is she's different to all the girls I met before, she's kind and soft, you can get along easy with her. she's someone you won't get bored being with at.

I really like her.

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It's been 3 months since Olivia and I get to be a couple and no words can explain how happy I am. everything is just so different, so meaninngful so full of love and emotions. I don't know, hell I want her to be my wife.

She's making me feel those things that I can't even explain. heck, I don't even know why I love her. my feelings are just too deep to even explain, her smile, her laugh brings something weird to me.

It gives me so many butterflies in my stomach.

I feel like this is it, this is her. She's the one.

I walked up beside her, hiding the box behind me. I smiled as I saw her eyes sparkle when she saw me, she turned side to face me and pressed her lips against mine, I can't stop smiling as she kissed me.

"I missed you" She breathed out, smiling brightly as she looked at me straight in the eye.

She really looks beautiful.

"I missed you more, love." I said as I put her hair behind her ear as my other hand still holding the small box behind me.

I saw my friends and my family giving me some thumbs up, meaning all the preparations are now perfectly done. As she was about to turned around to look behind her after seeing me focused there, I held her cheeks to stop her from turning.

"I know that it's only been 3 months since we started dating each other, but I just want you to know how I feel and I really want to show you how much you mean to me. You don't have to say yes, but I hope you will. But either way I will respect your decision. I love you more than anything, Olivia. Ever since I met you my eyes didn't dare to leave you, you're the girl I want to marry. Will you marry me, love?" I kneeled lightly shaking as I can't control my emotions

I really love this girl.

"Oh my god, of course, Yes!" She said tearing up a little as she held me up and let me put the ring in her finger.

"It looks so good on you, love." I said as I looked at the diamond ring in her finger.

She mhmd and hugged me, lightly crying in my arms.

I am the luckiest woman alive, fuck.

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After talking to Celine, I began to think. Are we really going way too fast? I mean, yes we are but is that bad? I love her, she loves me, isn't that enough?

I can't help but overthink a little, ayoko naman na maging padalos dalos kami tapos may mali mali kaming magawa at pagsisihan namin lahat pero alam ko namang hindi ako magsisisi na pakasalan siya.

I saw my future with her, I can't visualize a future without her.

I don't how long I've been thinking but my thoughts were cut off when I felt the bed shift behind me. I felt her hands snaking in my waist as her lips pressed in my nape and shoulders.

"Darling" I softly called out.

"mhmm?" She kept kissing my neck not planning to stop.

As I felt her hands enter my short, I stopped it. She turned to look at me confuse and faced me.

"What's wrong?" She touched my cheeks and I calmed down, closing my eyes at her soft palm.

"Baby, what are you thinking?" She grabbed both of my cheeks, making me look up at her.

"Don't you think we're moving too fast about our marriage?" I asked hesitantly as I avoid eye contanct.

I don't know I feel nervous but what she would say, will she be mad?

She sighed, making me look at her.

"Baby, what made you think that?" She asked softly. as her hand stayed in my cheeks while her other one held my hand.

"Isabel and my family suggested that we should take things slow and you know postponed our marriage to some other date without rushing it." I looked down at my lap, feeling kinda embarrassed. I'm the one who ask her for marriage yet I'm the one who's considering postponing our marriage.

"Hey, it's totally alright for me baby. If you want to postponed it then let's do it okay? I will marry you either way." She smiled as she kissed my cheeks.

"Really?" I asked a little surprised.

"Yes really" She chuckled as she pressed her lips against me which I returned happily.

Oh god what did I do to deserve someone like her?

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I was shocked when I saw Celine next to me in our room, I'm not wearing any tshirt just my boxers and Celine? she's just in her underwear. And fuck, they all see us. My friends and Olivia.

I feel like my voice was stolen from me when I heard everything they said. Celine likes me? She planned all of this because she wants me for herself? She ruined everything I have because of her selfishness? She made me think that I should postponed our marriage because we're being too fast yet she just said those so she could have me? How fucked up is that.

I turned to look at her, there's horror in her face, she keeps denying it, crying as she kept saying that she didn't know anything about this.

Just how long this girl been fooling me? fuck, I can't let her ruin my marriage, my life is just starting to get better yet she fucking ruined jt.

She kept crying and crying telling us to listen to her, I did my all best to make Olivia believe me but her mind is just too clouded right now.

I tried thinking of a way to end this by simply saying na maybe it's a mistake and that nothing really did happen to us and she just ended up in a wrong room but that made everything worse because Olivia thinks I'm defending her.

"Also, I agree with you Azari, we should postpone the wedding because there's no wedding that will happen. Let's end this relationship." Olivia left the room and I quickly ran after her.

"Please believe me, love" I held her hand tightly as tears won't stop falling down to my cheeks.

"You might not done something about it but something happened between you and her, Azari. I don't think I can live up with that." She said as she wiped her tears and walked off. Leaving me alone.

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"Prepare the plane, I'll leave the country." I said to Kiana who's  my bestfriend and also my personal assistant.

"Why?" She asked.

"I need to look for her, she left the country. I can't lose her, Kiana." I said as I grabbed my suitcase, I turned around looking up her.

"Call me if it's ready." I said as I left my office.

(Azari's POV of everything that happened, hope that might helppp.)