When Will It Be My Turn?

chapter 30

Isabel's POV

I just stared at the woman, angry yet confused.

I just looked at her not totally know what she is saying, para bang nakamute siya. I just saw how her lips moves, I can see some smoke coming out from her head if that's even possible. I think she's lecturing me but I can't even hear whatever she's saying.

My eyes didn't leave her lips as I saw how she bites it every now and then and continue lecturing me. I wonder if her lips is still soft like how it did before. does her taste change? does it still taste like a strawberry? will feeling her lips on mine will ignite a spark within me like before?

And before I even realized what I am doing, I walked towards her and like a flash, my lips pressed on hers. I don't know what gets to me I just feel like kissing her lips right now. I want to get an answer to my questions. And hell, she taste so good, more sweeter than last time. it's like her lips are covered in sugar, she taste so sweet.

"You talk too much." I said a little drunkly, my eyes closing in the process as I stamble after letting her lips go.

I miss her lips on mine.

She just stood there dumbfounded as she touched her lips lightly as she looked at me shocked. She didn't say anything she just stared at me, her lips is parted a little.

"Let's go." She said firmly, acting like the kiss didn't happen. I felt her arms around me as I stamble, almost falling down to my butt.

I looked at her as she's still holding me. I took that time to look at her features thoroughly. I noticed how her eyes changed through out the years. it doesn't look soft and joyful like before, I feel like all the emotions in her eyes was stolen from her. I don't know what happened but all I see is her eyes being empty.

My eyes made its way to her lips that I just tasted. I somehow found myself missing the feeling of her lips in mine. Oh what i'm willing to do to feel her lips again.

I shamelessly checked her out. She's wearing a jogging pants and a top that shows her back skin lightly. It's just a simple outfit yet she makes it look so seductive and attractive. I found myself gulping, I decided to take my eyes off her and looked at her lips again. I miss it alreadly.

I saw her lips formed a little smirk which made me frown and looked at her confused. feeling a little sleepy.

"Get in." She said as she led me inside her car.

How did we get in here? I'm so busy checking her out I didn't even realize how we got in here.

Still confused, I saw her sit in the driver seat in my peripheral view.

I didn't realize I fell asleep not til I hear her talking to someone on her phone. I found myself pretending to be asleep as I listen to their conversation.

"She's here with me" "Yeah, I'll take care of her for tonight." "It'll be fine." "Just end it." "No." "Limmuel" she sighed, taking a deep breath. "Fine, i love you." she said defeatly. I heard her put her phone down as I felt her grabbed the steering wheel hardly.

I felt my chest tighten as I remember oh yeah, she have a boyfriend.

I found myself wanting darkness to consume me again and I succeded.

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Celine's POV

My brother called Lorraine asking if kasama niya na ba si Isabel and she said yes and siya na raw muna ang magbabantay kay Isabel ngayong gabi.

Napabitaw ako sa hininga na hindi ko alam na hawak hawak ko pala. Tinignan ko si Azari at nginitian naman ako nito na agad kong ibinalik.

I saw her moved closer to me and before I knew it, her arms are around me, holding me. I didn't budge nor try to remove her hands around me. I kinda like it, her warmt close to me.

I don't know what's going on between us, all I know is I want to enjoy this moment and just not worry about anything.

I hope you won't change your mind just because she's being nice to you right now.

My mind said to me.

You thought about this for 3 weeks, you can't possibly change all your plans just because your heart is telling you to back down.

I didn't realize I was gripping the remote tightly just when Azari touched my hand and looked at me worriedly. concern is written all over her face.

"Hey, are you okay? you seems so distracted." She inspect my face, looking at me questionly.

"I-i'm alright." I don't why I stuttered, my cheeks felt so hot. I bet I look so weird right now. I turned my head away from her so that she can't see me.

She laughed softly and that made me turn my eyes to her. Her laughter sounds so angelic.

Why are you doing this to me, Azari? How can I move on when you keep showing me these mixed signals? Making me feel things that are opposite of what you've been telling me these past few months. Why are you acting like you care?

Why do I feel like you love me?

"Hey, is there something wrong?" She touched my cheeks as she looked me straight in eye. Her eyes are soft, a genuine care is written all over it.

"I'm okay." I smiled at her, closing my eyes, getting comfortable at her hand rested in my cheeks.

I know it's wrong yet it feels so right.

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Azari's POV

My hand rested at her cheeks as our eyes didn't leave each other's. Her eyes closing, letting herself get lost in my touch. I found myself admiring her beauty, I never get to appreciate this before because I was always so busy looking from afar.

She opened her eyes and I avoided it, fuck. what am I doing? I always found myself staring at her like a creep just what the fuck is wrong with me?

"I hope this last forever." I heard her mumble, almost like a whisper but I heard it. I looked at her a little shocked and she is shocked too. Her face screams "Fuck, did I said that out loud?" I can't help but be amuzed at her cuteness.

"Yes, you do." I confirmed what she's thinking and she avoided my gaze. I can't help but chuckle lighty at the scene. Her cheeks are turning pink, and I find that so cute.

"I hope so too." I whispered and I know she heard it, I want her hear it too.

I don't know what this feeling is but all I know is I like this feeling.