10 months, 10 chances || Minsung

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They said they would meet up in front of Chan and Changbin's studio since they'd be working until the time they wanted to go, so to make it more convenient they decided to just walk from the building their office was in.

Of course they stepped aside when people would enter it, Minho just got a tad bit suspicious by the voice of a guy from two that were wearing their hoods, who accidentally bumped into his shoulder and apologized afterwards.

And while they were waiting, Chan, Changbin and Jisung were still on a song they're writing to get the time to pass because Jisung was waiting for Minjae and his brother to come, since they'd hang out and they didn't want to let Jisung alone for so long.

Jisung was happy for them, they'd hang out so often like back in school and he was envious that he couldn't be part of it anymore. But it was his fault because he just can't tell them or look at them because he was way too ashamed.

"We're here Jisungie" Minjae said when he entered the room and put the hood down. Jisung immediately turned in his chair and wanted to jump up when he locked eyes with the second person.

Until now he never met Minjae's brother, their parents divorced which led to them getting split up and growing up with either their mom or dad. They also didn't switch since their dad moved far away and let Minjae alone with his mom. It was truly like hell for them, Minjae sort of lost his brother because none of them reached out to the other until just some days ago. So to rebound Minjae asked Jisung if it's okay for his brother to tag along. He said yes.

Now he was wishing he didn't.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" it was like Jisung put all his hatred in those words to make them as sharp as possible to get him to fuck off.

"A little rebound with my brother and his best friend" Insu said while putting his hood down.

Jisung used to overthink the one time where Insu said 'see you' but the more he talked to his therapist about it, the more he let his guard down and just ignored it. But now Insu was standing directly in front of him, that one guy that made his life a living hell, whom he never wanted to see ever again.

"Get the fuck out" while Jisung and Insu had their little 'eye battle' Minjae didn't know what happened, he didn't know Jisung and Insu would know each other since none of them would talk about the other and mention a name. So he went to Chan who gave him a short insight as to what's their deal, he knew he didn't have to protect Jisung like this, Changbin was right behind him and Jisung himself got pretty confident over the last years.

He knew if Jisung would need help he would say it and as long as he wouldn't do it, Changbin standing behind Jisung ready to attack was enough for Chan to concentrate on Minjae for a moment.

Jisung for sure got way more confident than he was back in school. He started eating more and healthier and he worked out with Changbin which got him some muscles.

He'd have those episodes from time to time where he didn't want to eat or would want to hurt himself again, but whenever that happened he resisted. He was clean for almost two years now and he wouldn't let Insu destroy that.

He was almost thankful and embrace that Insu was here right in front of him, he would definitely make sure that Insu knows the borders he was crossing all those years back. And Jisung would also make sure to let him know that he's never going to cross the line again.

So Jisung pushed him back and slapped him across the face.

"It's your fault, I can't be with my friends because of you. All because of what you did to me. It was never my fucking fault but yours" he was sure he was yelling and with the door still a little open he would either disturb the people in the studio next to them, or a possible passerby outside since their studio was on the first floor.

Jisung didn't care about that though, he pushed Insu back into the wall and put his hands around his neck, adding pressure on his windpipe.

Minjae wanted to of course help his brother but Chan held him back, he knew Jisung wouldn't kill a person but he knew that he definitely needed that right now to fully recover.

"If it wasn't for you, I would've had a better time at high school. Your fucking hate made me hate myself and I don't deserve that, because of you I was so sensitive and that made me react differently than I wanted to, because of you I can't be with Minho, it's not my fault nor Minho's. It's yours. Only yours"

He pressed down a bit harder.

"And I fucking hate you so much, I wish I could kill you right now" if people didn't know Jisung and his history with Insu, they would probably think he's a psychopath, but Chan and Changbin would definitely do the same and right now if it would be appropriate they would cheer him on.

But Jisung's yelling was worrying people outside, to be precise, it was worrying Minho, Hyunjin, Felix, Seungmin and Jeongin. So they went up into their office. All letting their jaw drop when looking at the scene in front of them.

Chan, Changbin and Minjae looked at them but Insu and Jisung didn't seem to even notice that it wasn't only them anymore but five more people.

He went closer to Insu with his face, staring down to him since Insu made himself smaller because he was pretty intimidated by Jisung, which gave him confidence.

His voice was quiet and sharp like a knife "never even dare to just look in my direction again or I swear to god I'm really gonna kill you" Jisung pressed a bit more into his windpipe for a second before he let go and backed away.

The moment he wanted to go get his phone to go outside with Minjae, he saw them all standing there right in front of him and immediately locked eyes with Minho.