"What are you doing here Bern?" I didn't realized na ni walang endearment sa pagtawag nya sa akin. Bern. Wow just wow, pero hindi ako pwedeng magka nega I need to hear their story.
"What's going on Trisha?" Binalingan ko ang magaling na best friend ng asawa ko. I never thought na aabot ako sa ganitong point.
"Bern, please! It's not what you think!" Sigaw ng magaling kong asawa. He shout at me. F*cking shout at me just because I am asking what's going on.
I suddenly felt like crying and I don't want them to see it so i hurriedly went out of his office and leave. I can still here my husband running after me pero hindi nya na ako nahabol ng bigla ng sumara ang elevator.
I feel like shit. May relasyon ba sila ng bestfriend nya. Bakit sila magkayakap?worst hawak nya ang mukha na para bang inaalo at sinasabi na everything will be alright! F*ck! I trusted them....sya pa nga ang gagawing kong ninang ng isa sa mga kambal pero ni hindi man lang sya nahiya para patulan ang asawa ko!
I felt betrayed hindi ko alam if san ako pupunta. I just ask the taxi driver to drive to the nearest mall. I need to breathe some fresh air. I turned my phone off. I know he'll be tracking me. Napapikit ako. Ayaw na ba nya sa akin. It's been just a year or so when we got married at feeling ko ang sakit lang na ang bilis nya naman akong ipagpalit. Porket ba may bilbil na ako dahil sa pagkapanganak ko, dahil ba hindi na ako maganda? Hindi na ako sexy? Losyang na ba ako? Sh*t naiiyak ako habang naiisip na sa dinami dami ng babaeng ipagpapalit nya sa akin sa bestfriend nya pa talaga.
It's almost 10pm I really need to go home. It was fortunate na sinabihan ako ng biyenan ko na iuuwi nya muna ang twins sa bahay nila. I know they will be well taken cared off. I miss them both and I know namimiss din nila ako.
When taxi stopped at our gate hindi na ako nagulat na andun si Denver at nag iintay. I didn't even look at Him. Diretso ako sa loob ng bahay and ask Manang Pearl about the twins. She said that they are already sleeping in our room. After I got sanitized I found myself looking at my two angels. I can't help but cry. Naramdaman ko na nasa likod ko si Denver.
"We need to talk." He's voice is really tired.
"I want to sleep denver. If your going to sleep here, then Im going to sleep in the guest room.
"Baby plea--"
"Stop!!!!.please, I dont want to wake up the twins." I hurriedly get out of our room and went to the guest room without even glancing at him. He didn't bother to knock at my door. He didn't even try to talk to me. This is the first time na natulog kami na hindi nagkakaayos at worst sa magkaibang kama.
I feel so thirsty siguro sa dami na din ng naiyak ko. Namumugto na ang mata ko. I went down to go to the kitchen to get some water, when I heard him talking to the phone.
Kinabahan ako pero alam ko na mali pero nagtago ako sa likod ng pinto para marinig ang kausap nya.
"Trish please! You need to calm down!, tigilan mo yang kakaiyak mo" I felt he is really frustrated. I can even see that he's drinking and this really rare.
"Hindi pa nya alam, ayaw nya akong kausapin fuck!" I think he is referring to me.
"Trish your pregnant pls stop crying!" And it was like a bomb. Shit she is pregnant.
I went in our room and hurriedly pack my things. I just can stand another minute in this place. My heart is beating so fast and I can't even control tears.
