The Unexpected

Chapter 49

Scarlett's POV:

Looking out of the window to Chloe's car as we proceeded to drive up the street now to my house as well as Mesut's, I sighed heavily, having not spoken much of a word at all to her, in any sense, since we spoke about how Mesut may have a change in heart soon. As I know for a fact that is not going to happen, I know what Mesut is like, I know how he truly feels about all of this, so I just cannot see him changing his mind on how he feels. As if there was even a small part of him which cared about not only me but our baby too then he would have been with me today, he would have been with me to see our baby boy or baby girl for the time of a time. But no, he was not, instead, he lied to me, giving Chloe the chance to come with me.

Do not get me wrong, of course I appreciate Chloe coming with me, she did not have to do it at all, but it just was not the same as it would have been if Mesut had come. He should have been going through all the emotions I did with me when I saw our baby, the happiness that I felt due to the thought of becoming a parent hitting me, and, the excitement, until I am able to hold my baby in my arms for the first time. I cannot wait for this moment, I cannot wait at all, I want that moment to be here now, already. So, all I can wish for, is that someday, all in however long it may take, that Mesut feels the same. Like I said to you, I am going to try just as hard as I can to make him see sense. But if that does not work, I will be doing it all, alone.

Anyway, soon enough and once coming back to my surroundings, I noticed as Chloe was just then to pull into the driveway to mine and Mesut's house. Where she stopped the car all for a moment before turning to me, as I was already looking at her. "This is you then, huh?" All I could do was just nod my head at her words, sighing, as I really did not want to go inside the house right now. "Don't worry Scarlett, everything will be ok in the end with you and Mesut, ok? Just trust me, please." She looked straight into the both of my eyes as she spoke then as she rested her hand on my shoulder, somewhat in a way of support, with this situation now.

"I guess, but I don't know." I shrugged my shoulders in a way of response to her then, such a loud sigh to come from me moments after, as I picked up my bag from the floor beneath me then. Placing it onto my forearm, while opening the car door and hanging my feet out. "Well thanks for coming along with me today Chloe, I really appreciate it." I smiled a little at her as I spoke those words, where she nodded her head, playing it down, and showing how she did not mind by any means at all. "I'll speak to you soon then, yeah?" And with that, and right in that moment, I leant over and hugged Chloe. Before we bid our final goodbyes to each other then, as I soon headed inside. Although, nerves rippling through me, all due to facing Mesut.

And so with that, I was soon stood right in front of the door to our house, hearing the sound of Chloe's car driving away out of the driveway. I did not hesitate to take a deep breath all in and out just then, before I opened the door and stepped inside. The moment I did so though I was not surprised to hear the TV playing away from the front room, causing me to sigh just then to myself, as from the sound of it, that clarified everything to me. It proves how Mesut has lied to me, how he did not go out with the guys. As I was not out for long at all, only just about an hour and a half at the most. And in my opinion right now, that is not nearly all of a sense to be enough time to go out and do whatever with the guys, like he said to me earlier.

So letting yet again another sigh slip out from my lips, I shut the door behind me then, all as I stepped further inside and proceeded to take my shoes off to place them to the side, all to stroke the dogs as they came to my feet soon after. And, with that, all once I had sorted out myself, I walked through into the front room. The scan pictures held in between the both of my hands, before I stepped foot inside of the room. But, as I did so, Mesut did not even in a sense try to acknowledge me in the slightest, as instead, he remained to keep his eyes all on the TV in front of him. "I thought you were going out with the guys today?" I spoke out all as I saw him his lounging about clothes, another way of proving he had not left the house, also.