Clueless Boy - Minsung

Chapter 80

Jisung's mind was always loud.

But it was even louder when he went to therapy.

Even more when he had to see Minho there.

He sat up in his bed, zoning out for a moment.

Waking up was hard. Everything was silent when he was sleeping, and then it wasn't.

He takes his time to get ready, so he usually wakes up early.

He's slow. It hurts everywhere, even thought he's used to by now.

Arriving at the therapist, he was stuck between the fear and the thrill.

He sat, and waited, somehow expecting the door to open and for Minho to enter.

"Minho isn't going to be there today, he had something to do" She said softly, thinking it would make Jisung reassured.

Jisung frowned at that.

Why wasn't he here ?

Did he grow tired ?

Were they right ? All of this wasn't real ?

He started looking down at his feet, and again, zoned out.

Once again, the thoughts had taken over his entire mind. And now, he wasn't free of them, he couldn't process when they started overtaking him.

And he became unresponsive, not even moving everytime the therapist spoke.

Worried, the therapist endend up grabbing his attention, and noticed the slight saddened expression he wore.

"Jisung ?"

He looked back at her, signaling he was listening.

"You would have liked if he was here ?" She asked tentatively.

Slowly,

He nodded.

"Jisung" She said with a smile, extremely happy from his progress "You know that this room isn't the only place where you can meet Minho, mmh ?"

He thought for a moment about that sentence, as if he hadn't realized until now.

Walking back home, he was still thinking about it.

And he almost texted him. Almost called him.

But he still didn't have a phone.

And again, he just realized.

Why was he realized all those logical things just now ?

Where was his mind all this time ? 

He shook his head, annoyed at himself.

Entering his dorm, he stopped for a moment.

It was his dorm.

But Minho's one too.

Then, where was Minho ?

Again, he just realized.

He walked to Lia, frowning.

He pointed his finger at Lia's phone, and she got a bit confused at it, then gave it to him.

He started tapping on it, then gave it back.

'where is minho ?' She read out loud.

She widened her eyes.

She didn't think he'd be so disturbed by his absence at the session.

"He told me he had an exam to pass and therefore, will be absent at your session" She explained, smiling shyly.

Then that's where he was.

But that still didn't answer Jisung's question, so he picked the phone again.

'where is he sleeping ?' She read.

And again, she was taken aback.

"He's at Seungmin's" She smiled.

Jisung nodded, then turned to face the door.

In all honesty, he was about to go there.

But then, the thought of being alone in a dorm with two men sounded horrifying.

So he preferred staring at the door. Maybe if he thought hard enough, Minho would appear.

But Lia spoke, taking him out of his thoughts.

"Do you want me to call him here ?" She offered.

Slowly, he turned to Lia, a little smile on his face.

He nodded.

After his exam, Minho was grumbling to himself.

First, he missed Jisung's therapy.

Second, he hated exams.

Third, he had messed up this exam. How could he study when his motivation wasn't at home anymore ?

He was walking, pouty, as Chan mocked him.

"It was so damn long too" Minho whined.

"I know, I hear that sentence a lot" Changbin joked.

Minho only stared at him disgust, before deciding to ignore it.

"Are you having a drink with us, today ?" Chan tried

"Nah" Minho shrugged

"Oh come oooon" Changbin whined "It's been so long"

"Maybe some other time ..." He sighed.

"You said the same thing that last time" Changbin nagged

"And we just had a huge exam" Chan contined.

They stared at him, hoping he would accept.

"Yeah... Okay" He ended up agreeing.

Joyfully, they started walking to the bar, and Minho wasn't so disappointed to accept.

And his phone rang.

He picked it up.

And as he looked at the 'Lia' on his phone, he felt his heart race.

What happened ? Was Jisung okay ?

"Yes ?" He rushed to say.

"Can you pass by the dorm please ?" She asked.

Minho was terrified.

His blood froze, scared, and he turned back.

Muttering an apology to the boys, he suddenly started running like his life depended on it.