Clueless Boy - Minsung

Chapter 48

Jisung had discovered something knew, and as all readers already knew what was going to happen, Jisung was walking straight to Felix.

Not that he didn't want to have this conversation with all the other boys, but he felt safer having this just with Felix, so they could discuss it calmly without getting overwhelmed with information left and right.

"Anal sex is scaring me" Jisung said, sitting on Felix's bed and hugging his knees.

"Aw, Ji" Felix pouted "It's not because you failed once that you're going to fail everytime. You just have to take Minho's pleasure into consideration"

"Um..." Jisung gulped "I'm not talking about Min ... I'm talking about ... receiving" He admitted.

"OH MY GOD, REALLY ?" Felix smiled widely.

Jisung nodded shyly.

"Okay" Felix said, turning and getting full serious "What is it that is scaring you, let's debunk it all"

"Um... First of all, it kinda is ... disgusting, no ?" Jisung said.

"Yeah, because it's where you shit, doesn't mean it can't be done properly and safely" Felix reassured "It's full of bacteria, so never forget that the partner had to wear a condom, right ?"

Jisung nodded.

"Also, there is this thing called douching"

"I saw about it" Jisung frowned "Scary"

"It's not that scary" Felix smiled reassuringly "It doesn't hurt, at all. It feels a bit weird, but it's not bad your body nor it's hurtful. And at least, you'll feel all clean right after"

"Okay" Jisung nodded.

"What else ?"

"Um... the penetration in itself" Jisung said, blushing so subtly.

"Well, it needs prep, but you already know about that. That means that before anything, Minho would take some time to get you ready for it. With a big amount of lube and a big amount of time and adaptation. Also, I know Minho enough to be certain he'll take great care of you. If he doesn't, you can stop everything and nag him for it" Felix explained firmly.

"Will it hurt ?" Jisung asked, pouting.

"Yes" Felix said, and chuckled at Jisung's expression "Even more for your first time ... It'll definitely hurt. But the more delicate it is, the less hurt it'll feel. It also isn't supposed to hurt really bad, that would mean it's badly done, okay ?"

Jisung nodded.

"But the pain gets soothed really quickly, don't worry too much" He reassured, smiling at the boy.

"I-" Jisung sighed "I wanted to try on myself"

"Damn, get it boy" Felix teased.

"It hurt so bad" He pouted.

"Yeah... That's why I always preferred having someone do it for me" Felix said with a chuckle.

"So... You think I should trust Minho with that ?" Jisung asked, blinking confusedly.

"No, you have to decided what you want bub" He smiled "But you can trust him for it, for sure"

"Where were you ?" Minho asked softly when Jisung got back in the dorm.

Jisung waddled to Minho, throwing himself at him and nuzzling his head on his shoulder.