Clueless Boy - Minsung

Chapter 35

As soon as those words escaped Jisung's mouth, the two of them sat on the couch.

They stared right in front of them, and started discussing, lightly.

"I don't know why everyone assumed I didn't like you back" He frowned, still too confused.

"W-Why didn't you say anything ? Why were you so silent ?" Minho asked, confused too.

"It was yelling in my head" He said weakly, letting his head fall back on the couch.

"Was it ?" Minho asked, turning to look at him worriedly.

"I know that I like you, and that I like being with you" Jisung mumbled, pouty "But I wasn't sure if it was love, you know ? How could I know ?"

Minho smiled subtly at that.

"Yeah, I can understand" He responded.

"And when I got hard because of the sounds, I just know it was because of you" Jisung continued, mindlessly.

"You got WHAT ?" Minho widened his eyes, certain he had misunderstood.

And Jisung grew completely red, the words escaping his mouth weren't expect.

"I- Uh" He stuttered "Nevermind"

"No, you have to tell me right now" Minho said, sitting up straight and turning to him.

Jisung whined loudly, hiding his face.

"That time you brought a guy home, I forgot and still came here" He said, still whiny "I heard you two and got aroused"

"Shit" Minho mumbled

"That was my queer awakening" Jisung admitted, still hiding, still whiny.

And when he heard Minho giggle, he turned to him, only revealing an eye to watch him.

"I'm honored" Minho said, a subtle smirk dancing on his lips.

"Stooooop~" Jisung mumbled, hiding his face completely once again.

He only heard Minho chuckle cutely, until he felt Minho's hands delicately remove the hands hiding his face.

And he did, still pouty and red.

"Let's move on and continue our discussion" Minho said softly "I think it's important"

Jisung nodded, then sighed.

"What is it exactly that you feel for me ?" He asked, trying to get a better grasp on his own feelings.

Minho stared for a moment, as if he was deep in thoughts.

"I get lost when I watch you" Minho mumbled, almost zoned out "I get immersed into you. I glance at you, then I can't stop doing so. As I do, I want to hear you, I want to speak to you, and I want to hold you. I want to be constantly close to you, and I want to spend all the time with you. And most of the times, my stomach fills with this giddy feeling, like goosebumps, and it can be overwhelming"

Jisung dared to look back at him, seeing his enamored eyes.

Jisung now understood how Seungmin discovered Minho's feelings so quickly.

"Is that close of how you feel ?" Minho asked curiously.

"Yes, most of them are" Jisung responded shyly.

Minho smiled, then all of a sudden, stopped doing so.

"If- If I can be completely honest... As much as I'm happy... I'm kinda scared" He said.

"Scared ?" Jisung asked.

"Um..." He took a deep breath "I'm scared to be... an experiment, you know ? But not only ... I'm scared to go too fast, to push you too much, to ask for too much... Basically, I'm scared I'd overwhelm you Jisung"

And Jisung's eyes softened.

"I'm scared too" He admitted, pouty "I don't ... understand all of what's happening..."

They stared at each other, grasping their minds around the words they exchanged.

"What do we do, then ?" Jisung asked.

"I- ... Whatever you want to do" Minho said "Anything you'd think comfortable with"

"Do we have to date ?" Jisung asked curiously

"We don't have to. We'll do anything you want" Minho said, reassuring him.

"What about you ?"

"What I care about, is to seeing you comfortable" Minho insisted

"Would you mind showing me, step by step, what it is to date ?" Jisung asked, shyly.

"I-" Minho gulped, suddenly giddy "Is that you asking me to date you ?"

"You want to ?" Jisung smiled, expecting the answer.

"Jisung, that's the only thing I've been wanting for the past month" Minho responded.

"So you'd show me ?" He smiled more.

"Yeah, I'd like to" Minho nodded eagerly "But ... I'll be honest and admit that it's a lot of pressure. I'm a human and I'm full of flaws too ... You can't take my words for accountable to create your idea of relationships"

"But I know enough with the movies we've been watching" Jisung pouted

"Would you mind opening up about it with our friends ?" Minho asked "I'm sure they'll guide you too. I can't be the one that takes advantage of any kind of situation. Not saying that I would, just saying I don't want this to happen"

"Yeah, of course." He smiled, finding Minho way too cute.

"So... we're dating ?" Minho asked, tentatively.

"Yes" Jisung chuckled.

"Fuck yes" Minho exclaimed, standing up and smiling widely at Jisung, making the latter chuckle.

"Now, we hold hands ?" Jisung asked, smiling so hard it was hurting his cheeks.

"Wanna try and see if you like it ?"

"Okay !"