Clueless Boy - Minsung

Chapter 22

Minho spent a rough week.

The emotional elevator between having the occasion to kiss Jisung, until the moment Jisung admitted the kiss had done strictly nothing to him ... It broke his ego in tiny bits.

After that moment, he only stayed discreet, until he went to bed with heaviest heart.

For the entire week, his heart hurt everytime he set his eyes on the boy, the perception of unrequited love breaking his heart more and more.

How could he have crushed on a straight boy ?

And it was crazy how he adored the kiss they share.

He loved the way his skin felt under his touch, he loved how soft his lips were against his. He wanted more, but couldn't have it.

Waking up at the end of the week, he had a goal.

His crush was stupid, and there was absolutely no way it would be reciprocated.

So moving on must be easy, right ?

On that same morning, he opened Tinder, and spent some time on it.

In half an hour, he had a date in the same day, and he expected on thing : have a fuck and move on.

Smiling to himself with a newfounded ego, he was ready to soothe his heart.

Arriving in the living room with an outfit he chose with care, Jisung looked up at him with a warm smile.

"You look nice !" He complimented.

Minho's heart melted a bit, but he brushed it off.

"Good enough ?" He asked, turning on himself to show off.

"Are you trying to impress ?" Jisung asked, amused.

"Yep" He nodded "I have a date"

"Oh have fun !" Jisung responded, showing him thumbs up with the cutest smile.

And Minho looked away. His smile was too cute to bear with.

He thought his date would work.

Unfortunately, he hated it.

The guy was cute, but not even 1% of how Jisung could make him feel.

His face was cute ? Jisung's was cuter.

His body looked nice ? Jisung's one was nicer.

His conversation was interesting ? Well, nothing could compete with Jisung's deep talks about his newfounded informations.

In the end, he ended up thinking more about Jisung than actually appreciating anything about his current date.

In fact, he doesn't even want to sleep with him. As unusual as it sounds.

So after being civil for some time, he ended up rejecting the offer his date put up to go at his.

And he went back to the dorm.

He sighed as he arrived home.

Jisung wasn't here, surprisingly.

Gloomy, he laid down on the couch, feeling stupid.

"How stupid are you" He mumbled to himself, shaking his head.

He went into a spiral of thoughts trying to motivate himself.

He knew moving on from a crush wasn't easy, he had experienced it in the past.