Days after, their dorm became completely silent.
"Is it true that you like me ?"
"I- ..." "Yeah, I do..."
"Oh..."
Jisung's silent was so loud right after, that Minho's entire being was destroyed into pieces.
He didn't know what to say, what to answer, nor what to think.
His entire system shut down at this very moment, and Minho's one did too.
Facing this heartbreaking lack of reaction, Minho couldn't take it.
He apologized for it, and seconds after, he was closed up in his room.
And Jisung's mind was rushing so much he couldn't even dare to have a reaction.
Since then, Minho was fleeing.
When Jisung was at the dorm, he was in his room.
It was closed, and so sound escaped it.
When Jisung wasn't there, Minho would wander around the dorm like a ghost, and escaping as soon as Jisung arrived.
He would go early to uni, and come back later than usual.
When he had to cross his paths, he would either say nothing, or lower down his head to not exchange a clumsy glance.
He was certain Jisung hated him.
He was certain Jisung was terribly uncomfortable with his presence, and he wanted to do his best to spare him from it.
So he avoided it. He avoided his eyes, avoided his own mind, and decided to let his heart and himself sink.
He had came into terms with his blooming feelings : hope was dead, and it's okay to give up.
That didn't spare him the insomnia because of the harsh crying.
Jisung was completely lost, unable to say in words what was happening inside his mind.
Never he had been this overwhelmed with everything that was going, and he couldn't come to any conclusions.
The only thing he knew was that he was missing Minho.
He hated the situation they were in. He hated seeing them so distant.
He hated the crying sounds.
"I don't know what to do" Jisung said so weakly, head falling on the table.
Felix passed a hand in his hair, noticing his hard state of distress.
"Heartbreak can be really rough, Ji" He tried to explain softly "Minho is having it bad..."
Jisung couldn't understand, he was frowning.
"Why is he heartbroken ?" Jisung asked, trying to speak more but unable to.
His thoughts were too tied.
"Bub, he loves you a lot and not having you is a sadness" He tried to explain.
But Jisung couldn't understand it.
He didn't get what the others said about 'not having you'
He didn't understand why Minho apologized when he admitted he had feelings for him.
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Clueless Boy - Minsung
FanfictionAU - Roommates Jisung is highly uneducated, and Minho seems to be losing patience. Until Minho finds out Jisung can be a lot more than what he seems to be. TW Homophobia Talks about violence Smut ? Sorry for the cliche scenario, but i wanted to writ...
