Clueless Boy - Minsung

Chapter 46

Waking up beside Jisung, Minho thought he'd love it.

But as he remembered the last night, another shameful feeling creeped up.

Bottoming could be hard, and the vulnerability behind it oftenly put Minho in a moody emotional state.

Even more when he felt so used.

He stood up, not really wanting to stay more in bed. Not in the mood to cuddle Jisung.

Showered and freshened, Minho passed by Jisung in the living room.

"Hi" Jisung said cutely, a wide smile on his face as he ran to Minho.

He seemed extremely giddy. Way too happy.

"Hey" Minho said, trying to smile back.

Jisung was too glad and Minho really didn't want to ruin his day or his experience.

Jisung puckered his lips to ask for a kiss, and Minho rushingly pecked it, before hurrying to the couch.

He grabbed his bag, trying to escape his gaze as much as possible.

"See you" He said, before quickly leaving the dorm.

Jisung pouted at the lack of conversation, but supposed that Minho might need to go to class early.

"You're so early" Chan stated as he sat next to Minho.

Minho nodded, staring at his phone and the game he was playing on it.

"Why so silent ?" Changbin teased, smiling.

Minho shrugged.

And the two boys quickly understood something was wrong.

"Are you okay ?" Chan asked, worriedly.

"Mmh" He said, sighing as he put his phone away.

"Okay, what happened ?" Changbin asked, not playful anymore.

Minho started by a long sigh, and then proceeded to tell them what had happened.

He didn't go into intimate details, but resumed the situation, mostly the really emotional state he was in.

And the disappointment.

"Minho..." Chan said softly "You can't force yourself, you know that ?"

"I didn't" Minho corrected immediately "I really wanted this, and I wanted Jisung to do what he did. I just didn't like how it ended, and I felt ... used, you know ?"

"I get it ... I don't bottom but I would have felt the same in that kind of scenario..." Changbin said, full of compassion for his friend.

"Did Jisung realize ? Did he say anything this morning ?" Chan asked.

"Nah... He was too happy to have sex" Minho said, shaking his head.

"You can't let him believe that was sex" Changbin scoffed "That was selfish"

"Bro, he's barely understanding what sexual pleasure is, he needs to understand more about the fact that it's a shared moment" Chan defended.

"If Jisung can't understand he hurt Minho's feelings, then he's an ass and that's it" Changbin continued, pretty mad.

"Jisung would feel bad, but you can't attack him on things he doesn't understand" Chan continued.

"I agree with Chan on that point..." Minho sighed.

"You need to have a talk with him" Changbin said.

"I know..." He bit at his lower lip "Maybe not today... Maybe I'll do it the next time he wants to get freaky" He shrugged.