Why do i keep doing this?
Why do I keep venting to ppl knowing that they rlly don't care?
Why do I crave for friendships but barely keep them happy for long?
Why do I keep bursting out in anger in sadness?
Why do I keep doing sh for over 7+ days in a row?
Why do I keep calling myself a 'failure' and disappointment and call myself bad names bc I think I deserve it?
Why do I think that I'm dumb but rlly im too smart to be considered 'normal' in society to have a friend?
Why do I keep getting jealous of my own little sister, who has everything that I don't?
Why do I keep trying to get closer to my mom, but screw one thing up and it's all in fights again?
Why do I keep failing to diet myself and lose weight?
Why do I keep oversharing whenever I get to talk?
I don't know...
I don't know why I'm lonely
I don't know why I'm too ugly and smart to be considered 'normal'
I don't know why I don't have a happy and healthy family like everyone I know
I don't know why I'm always numb
I don't know why I keep relapsing
I don't know why I have sudden outbursts
I don't know why I overshare even when I'm not suppose to
I don't know who I even am..
Am I smart, or a person who just gets lucky?
Am I pretty, or does God hate me?
Do I even believe in god?
I don't know...
I don't.....know...
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Venting (cause why not)
РазноеWelcome to my venting book! U don't have to read, it's actually pretty pointless if u do, it's just me talking abt my issues, what im struggling with, etc etc. Also I can't promise u that I'm not going to delete the book Enjoy!
