I'm In love with my teacher~Wenclair.

~Fifty-seven~

Yoko's POV:

It's one in the morning, and I'm walking out of the hospital to my car. I couldn't stand being in there anymore, I just need time. Alone.
Yeah I know it's probably not the best for me to be out right now, especially since I'm not very mentally stable after all that's happened. 
I felt my phone start to vibrate in my pocket, Enid. I let it go to voicemail, I don't think I'll be able to talk without loosing it again. 
I pulled into the driveway of my house, the lights in the living room still on. It felt eerie walking through that front door, knowing Divina will never be here with me again. No more sleepless nights, no more movie marathons, no more late night baking, and lastly no more us. I slowly walked over to the garage, not knowing exactly what I'm doing. All I know is that I can't live like this, especially not for the amount of time vampires live. I can't go thousands of years without my main reason for living. She was all I had, my parents are gone, and sure, I have Enid and Wednesday. But they have their own life, a daughter they need to raise, and two great jobs that they both love. I can't....I just can't intrude on that with my own problems. 
I open a drawer in the garage, pulling out the rope that Divina and I use to tether our boat to the dock. I let a quite so slip out, as I tied a slip knot at the end of the rope. I throw it on the couch, before walking over to the kitchen to grab a notepad and a pen. 

To whoever finds this first, 
I'm assuming you're one of the Addams, and if not please call them they should be the first to know about my conditions. 
Enid, please don't think this is you're fault. Because it's not. Just know that I love you so so much, and If it wasn't for these circumstances I would be taking Evelyn to the park today. I promised her I would, for her fourth birthday. When she wakes up please take her, tell her it was Auntie Yoko's last wish...
Wednesday, Please be there for Enid. Don't ever leave her side, she loves you more than anything on this earth, and you two will need each other more than ever these next few weeks. I'm so sorry Divina caused this all, if I would've known sooner this all could've been prevented. But I didn't know, and I let it happen right in front of my eyes. Please tell Evelyn that I love her, and that I'll always be there for her. And Wends, I know I don't tell you enough, but I really love  and appreciate you. If it wasn't for you Enid wouldn't be here right now, and if it wasn't for you I wouldn't of been able to meet the sweetest child on this planet. Don't ever forget about how lucky you are to have them, and how lucky they are to have you. 
                                                                                                                             Always, and forever...
                                                                                                                                                              Yoko.

I placed the note on the counter, some place easy to find and walked back over to the living room. I grabbed the rope from the couch, as I stood on top of the coffee table. 
I slowly placed my head inside of the loop, and tied the other side of the rope to the ceiling fan. I unlocked my phone, pulling up a picture of all of us on my birthday this year. Before stepping off the table. Everything going black.

Get the tissues because these next few chapters are going to be a wild ride, I'm sorry for any emotional trauma. I know I already have some just thinking about what I have planned for the end of this book. Once again I'm sorry, and I hope you all have a great night/day!
One last thing, should I tell my crush that I like her?