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Childhood Memory That I Just Remembered That I Never Want To Remember Again {Mental Abuse}:

Ok, so I was probably like ehhh 6? 7? I'd say 61/2...and so like one day, I spent a night at my cousins.........that night, it was probably around midnight..and I woke up..in the middle of the night (because my sock came off my foot and I was uncomfortable..one foot was hot, the other cold)

Anyways, so I woke up and I looked over..and saw my cousins Uncle & Aunt making out...under their blanket..I heard the uhm..noises as well. It sounds like you're literally sucking someone's face off....

How can I hear them? So like my cousins dad (which she doesn't live with..she lives with her mom) had a 2 bedroom condo, and we all stayed in that guest room..(their were 2 beds...me & my cousin shared one, they shared the other))

OK! So they were making out under the blanket...then something else escalated...uhm...so what I uhm saw..as a child..was her Aunt kinda uhmm..like siting on him...GEEEEEZ!!!

But I was 6!! I had noooo idea what was going on! No idea!! Totally clueless!

So yea, and, you know, stuff happened between them....stuff. Once again! I was 61/2!!! No idea what was happening!

That night I remember being..scared. So scared!!!! No! TERRIFIED!! BECAUSE OF THE NOISES!!! NOT THE NOISES FROM THEIR MOUTHS THE OTHER NOISES! From somewhere else! (You can imagine😖)! AND SOMETHING ELSE I REMEMBER WAS BEING WANTING TO GO HOME!!! BECAUSE OF HOW SCARED I WAS OF THE SOUNDS THAT SEEMED TO NOT WAKE UP ANYONE ELSE!

I ACTUALLY SILENTLY CRIED!! THE NOISES SOUNDED BRUTAL AND LIKE IT HURT!!

I HAD NOOOOOOOOOOOOO IDEA WHAT WAS GOING ON WHEN I SAW MY COUSINS AUNT BOUNCING JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOMEONE HELF MEHHHHH!!!! PLEEAASSSEEEEEEE!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

I AM HAUNTED AGAIN! ✨🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙈🙈🙈🙈😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷

Shit, fuck, dammit!

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