Sadness

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I'm listening to 1Ds 2nd album "Take Me Home" and fuck. Every time I hear Zayn's voice I...OMG! It hits me so hard. Like a boulder. (Haha thought I was gonna say brick HAha!!) ESP TDKAU (They Don't Know About Us)

ZAYYN (ZAIN) MY BABY!!!

But it does. Wtf man. What am I!??? When Zayn left I was sooo sad but I didn't cry. Didn't get too emotional. And this always happens. I rarely cry, get the deep sad depressed feels. But then later I'll realize something--idk. Kinda hard to explain. But it makes me feel like I'm not a human. Like I'm a brick (I say it this time!). I am the TinMan from the Wizard of Oz. I need a heart. Wtf is wrong with me.

Wtf am I writing!? Jumping from Zayn to bricks. To the TinMan..w.t.f.

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