My Silent Undoing (Frank Iero)

CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR

CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR: (Sometimes We Loose Ourselves)

WARNING: PG-13 Sexual content kids! Don't read it unless you're comfortable.

LILA'S POV

(Two Weeks Later)

So what happened was I was playing at the park with Frank. Frank thought it would be funny to push me into a dirt pile.

"I didn't mean to push you so hard!"

"I fell in because I am weak!" I was sorta annoyed, sorta not caring really.

"Come on let's get you cleaned up then." I let Frank guide me back to his house. His mom was working a night shift as always.

Frank gives me a towel, pajama pants, and a baggy white t-shirt to change into after my shower. Thankfully Frank has his own bathroom connected to his bedroom.

Frank leaves his bedroom while I go shower. He heads downstairs to watch some TV.

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I am getting dressed in Frank's room when I hear him come up to the door.

"Hey can I come in?" He asks.

I was in only my bra and panties. I had the white shirt in my hands.

"Hold on," I scramble out. Without realizing I wasn't clear with what I said Frank opens the door.

He then comes in, and we then share a look... He's looks horrified, and I feel my face burn red.

"Sorry, I heard you say come in." I feel his eyes try to look me in the eye. He wasn't too strong to do so. I saw his eyes slip down, and then back again quickly.

For some reason I gain some crazy confidence, and walk over to him.

"Not cool man. Your turn." I say. My voice is full of confidence and oozing with desire. I all of a sudden want him to be barely clothed like me.

As though a volcano just explodes. He's kissing me and I find myself being pressed against the wall, and my hands swiftly begin to lift his shirt.

Before I know it Frank is in only his briefs, and me in my bra and panties. We are on the bed making out fiercely.

My hand grazing over his chest making him moan in pleasure. I find myself craving more and more. His hands around my waist. His hands caress my sides in a slow sensual way that drives me absolutely insane.

We are kissing as though it is our last moments. I feel myself loosing myself in this kiss. Our hands roam each other's bodies. Everything feels so amazing and natural.

He starts to kiss my neck, and nibble on the skin there. I moan in pleasure, and scratch his back really hard. He groans at the sensation.

All of a sudden I feel Frank's hands on my back, and he slowly goes up during our kissing. He is at my bra, and I feel him unclasp it. I for a moment felt exposed, but with Frank I always feel safe. So it's just nerves.

He then starts to give me kisses on my chest, and before we went anymore into whatever we were beginning...

His house phone rings. He sighs loudly, and quickly pulls away and I pull my sheets to cover my chest quickly as he grabs the phone.

"Hello." He says while panting.

"Yes Gerard." Frank says as he suddenly drops his hands from me completely. He pulls away completely from me. I suddenly feel cold, and slightly ashamed for some reason.

"OK." Frank nods his head even though Gerard can't see it.

"I gotta go." Frank then hangs up. We lock eyes.

"Gerard was wondering if you were here, and said to come home for dinner." He says.

The moment is gone.

Whatever was going to happen is no longer going to happen.

Frank gets up, and leaves the room so I can get dressed. I dress quickly and fix my hair in the bathroom.

I walk out of his room. He goes in to change.

I start to walk out of the house. I need to get out of here.

"Lila wait!" I hear Frank exclaim as I close the front door. I hear someone running in the house. He is out of the house quicker than I could ever imagine him being.

"Lila,"

"Frank I am going home."

"Lila let me drive you." He says.

"I think I need to be alone right now." I tell him.

"I think we need to talk." Frank says.

"There is nothing we need to talk about." I say with no emotion in my words. I see that I have hurt him with my words.

"I don't believe this." He voice sounds so small and sad.

"Frank I am not in the position to be doing any of these things with someone in my friends' group. That was way out of line." I know this is all bullshit. I am so afraid of things not working out for us, that I am pushing him away already.

"If this is what you what so be it. Your happiness is more important to me than my own." He then leaves me there on the sidewalk, and walks back into his house.

I hate myself.

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