Anger issues(Camren)

Chapter 32

Silencing yet another phone call from Lauren Camila stepped into the elevator.Lauren had been trying to get in contact with the brown eyed girl for a few hours now but Camila wasn't having none of it.If Lauren was going to ignore her,Then that's exactly what Camila's going to do back.

Switching off her phone,and Swiping the card Lauren had given her a few weeks back Camila closed her eyes sighing waiting for the elevator to arrive at the roof. Once there Camila stepped out taking a deep breath.

Turning to her right Camila jumped startled to see someone was already on the roof. "Ally?"Camila called out,the shorter girl jumping slightly turning round smiling,"Hey Mila"Ally greeted.

Camila walked over to the older girl sitting beside her on the bench."I didn't realise you were up here I can go if you'd like?"Camila questioned."No of course not stay"Ally smiled.

"Why are you up here anyway Als?"Camila asked softly,"I come up here sometimes on my breaks it's real relaxing"Ally turned to smile at the younger girl sighing,"plus I'm really missing my family,It's my dad's birthday today and I'm just missing home"She smiled sadly turning back around to admire the few.

"So how about you?what are you up here for?"Ally asked the younger girl, "just clearing my head"She responded, "off?"The older girl pushed, "just stress"Camila shrugged it away, "Lauren?"Ally questioned Camila looked shocked, but nodded.

"It's not that she's causing me stress shes just," "stressing?"Ally finished her sentence and Camila nodded, "She's been really distant lately"Camila started "And she's been a lot snappier"She added "I followed her the other day"Camila admitted to the older girl feeling ashamed of herself "She kept getting in the same car with the same girl and all I could think about was the worst situation"Camila finished.Ally nodding.

"Which was?"Ally pushed,"that she was cheating"Camila closed her eyes sighing."Mila I know you and Lauren have your ups and downs but I know for certain that can't be true Lauren loves you too much"Ally shook her head."have you spoken about it too her?"She added and Camila shook her head.

"I'm too scared incase my thoughts are right"Camila bowed her head feeling tears prick at her eyes at the thought. "Camila listen to me there is no way in hell Lauren would ever do that too you! I'm no fortune teller but I can see you guys in the future getting married having kids growing old together"Ally smiled.

"Only people in love do that stuff, and Lauren loves you like I can't even describe I know for a fact and you know it in your heart that Lauren wouldn't do that Mila and this is just your anxiety talking"Ally told the taller girl softly.

Camila nodded knowing the smaller girl was right."I know it's just"Camila stopped to gather her words,"all that stuff you mentioned I want all that with Lauren god I desperately want it but I'm scared"Camila admitted confusing Ally slightly.

"Of what?"The older girl questioned Camila took a deep breathe before explaining her fears,"we both have mental issues"Camila paused trying to find the right way to put it. "I don't want them to define us or get in our way of a happy future together"She added.

"I want to get married and be Mrs Jauregui,I want to live in a family house with our kids taking them to their first day off school or their soccer games I want us to teach them how to tie their shoes or ride a bike I want to grow old with Lo but what if our issues block us from that?"Camila questioned.

"What if I break down infront of our children or I forget a really important soccer game,what if Lauren snaps at them for getting into trouble at school or brining someone home,you know?I want us to be a normal couple,not the couple that others parents feel sorry for our kids over"Camila sighed turning to look at a smiling ally.

"What?"The younger girl asked confused,"youv really thought this through"Ally grinned whilst Camila nodded, "Listen Mila obviously there while be bumps along the way they might be slightly bigger for you and Lauren because of your issues but you will get over them because you guys love each other"Ally smiled

"It's so obvious how much you two love each other just the way you guys look at one another the only word to describe it is love! the good thing about you two is you guys know how to deal and how to manage each other"Ally paused to take a breath.

"If you forget a soccer game Mila Laur will be there to remind you and if Lauren loses her cool youll be there to calm her down, you guys may be in for a bumpy ride but I can guarantee it's going to be along one!"Ally grinned "I can just picture you two old wrinkled and grey sat on a porch in your rocking chairs and Lauren's nagging you because yours is squeaking too loud"Ally told the younger girl making them both laugh loudly.

"You know when you where leaving to go to the airport when you where leaving for LA?"Ally asked and Camila couldn't help but blush at the memory nodding."And you told me meeting me under the circumstances was the silver lining?"She added Camila still nodding.

"Mila Lauren's your silver Lining, if God forbid you had stayed with Jessica that night you would have never needed a hotel to stay at you would have never met Lauren"Ally smiled and the younger girl who was clearly remembering the memory.

"I know what Jess did was horrible, but you could have left at anytime but you chose that certain time, you chose this certain hotel, you caught the eye of the certain green eyed bartender, it's almost like fate"Ally smiled

"And what's meant to be is meant to be, you and Lo will always have your challenges just like any other couple but fate wouldn't have brought you two together if it wasn't meant to be"Ally smiled standing up, "I better be getting back my breaks over"Ally told the younger girl,about to walk away but before she could she was embraced in a hug.

"Thank you alleycat"Camila whispered making the smaller girl smile