Blasted to the Past 🍋

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A/N Merry Christmas and welcome to the first day of Christmas oneshot special. Again, these are NOT related to Christmas like at all. You've been warned. 💖

"Damn it! Deku again?" I raged, I'm so far past pissed I don't even know where to start.

"Kacchan, you could have died!" He snapped right back at me. How can he actually fucking dare? We were just at ground zero of the most recent terrorist attack but somehow Deku managed to go from transporting medical supplies to the front lines without authorization. Again.

"Do you really think you get to say that to me after the stunt you just fucking pulled? You were assigned to transport medical staff and supplies, you were supposed to protect them. So tell me why the fuck I found you racing off to the center of the fucking fight, far from where you were supposed to be? Huh? Deku you better have a really good fucking reason!" I demanded but he averted his eyes.

"I saw Gang Orca get hit with an attack and I was worried he was hurt," he tried to defend himself but we both know that's bullshit.

"Gang Orca? The man with the quirk that makes his blubber absorb impacts making it to where he would receive a fraction of the damage? That Gang Orca?" I am all but screaming at him because we both know that he is being ridiculous.

"That's- he can still get hurt Kacchan," he still won't look me in the eyes.

"Admit it, you were on another suicide run, weren't you?" I ground out the words that hurt me so very much. He would rather die than live with me.

"What? No! Why would I-?"

Don't give me that shit! I'm not the fucking shrink you have to see every week, Deku. Don't you dare fucking lie to me!" I grabbed him by his shirt so he couldn't get away but he was again looking away from me, his eyes trained on the ground.

"Deku, it was an accident! It wasn't your fault, it never was," why in the fuck am I crying now? Just why? I hate when I cry, it makes me feel so weak.

"They were right in front of me! How can you say that?" He snapped, finally looking at me with his red rimmed eyes, even now tears threatened to spill but even after months since the incident, he hasn't released even one. I hate it.

"Your arm was almost torn off from you trying to save them! No one in their right mind would EVER say you didn't do enough to try and save them!" I was almost ready to scream at him but the moment I do he will completely shut down and nothing I say will reach him. "Deku, that rope wasn't even tied to the bus. It only got caught around the axle when it went speeding through the construction site. It was a miracle that it even held as long as it did but it didn't even get loose. It snapped, Deku. There wasn't anything you or anyone could have done differently." He still wasn't listening properly.

"Deku it was field trip day, do you remember that?" I asked and he looked at me as if he could have murdered me right then and there but I ignored it. "You kept that bus from crashing into several others when you grabbed that rope. When it went over the edge of that ramp it could have killed hundreds."

Deku's eyes were flooding again but this time one escaped, carving a path for the rest to follow. "They begged me not to let go," he cried, finally giving in, his tears spilling freely and I tried to comfort him by patting his back and gently rubbing his shoulders while he cried into my chest.

"Deku, you were still holding the rope when we found you passed out hanging off the edge of the bridge. You didn't let them go," I whispered softly, I could clearly hear his sobs but chose not to address it.

"What did I ever do to get you as my partner?" He chuckled, letting out a relieved hum as he hugged me.

"Not a damn thing. You think anyone could actually deserve me? I'm the best, so who in the fuck could dare?" I huffed and he giggled sweetly making me smile. "We're partners, where you go, I go. If you die we are both probably dying so get your head on straight, already. Toshi has an exhibition tomorrow and I told him I wouldn't miss it for the world," I grinned while I gently scolded him and this time he really laughed.

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