While We Wonder [#Wattys2015]

Chapter 5

Look all i'm saying is that it's not good for you, you get it? Now if you get scared easily you're gonna have to close this right now because what i'm about to say is going to get your mind working and the image and imagination of it is not gonna be pretty, plus you already get my point i'm a psychopath, conflicted, and mind sick person because i was stupid enough to try something i knew nothing about, so don't be that stupid little piece of shit.
Now when the sounds and sights started fainting i felt something, a shiver in my body, my body felt like it was not in its place like this was all wrong. It was an empty room in the beginning, then each corner started to have a person and each person started dying over and over again in a different way. I saw a girl in the right corner strangled to death, when she died, she reappeared and started strangling again in the same exact way, and on went the process. The second person was a teenage guy he got shot three times and just like the girl, the process was being done again. I saw a girl i recognized from my school they said she died committing suicide, i saw her holding a knife and cutting through her wrists again and again i watched these people die and it must've been at least ten times, that's when i felt blood coming through my nose, was i dead? Was this how i died? I always knew i was pathetic but not even in death i never expected my self to die from nose bleeding, it just never made sense. I saw my granddad come through and i can't talk about it, give me five.
<five minutes later>
<in the video>
This is just personally hard but umm
"Basically grandpa told my buddy Keith here that he sucked and needed to change or he'll end up like him, like him___as in him in hell"
<side talk out of video>
"What the fuck Johnny,"
"sorry buddy but to sum it up, it had to be harsh ya know,"
"Whatever man just get the hell out of my video,"
Sorry guys but that was my buddy Johnny and he might've actually helped which is a bit unusual for him, anyways that was the part where i actually saw angles but they were scary, not from their appearance , but because of their massive size and their huge wings, white? Yes. Beautiful? Yes. Fuckin' scary? Hell fuckin' YES!