The Other Granger (George Weasley x Reader)

Update to the last update

Hey y'all...

So I was right in my last update. It happened. I broke up with my boyfriend of two years.

He didn't do anything wrong. He was a great boyfriend and a really good guy. It just felt like we hit a stopping point. We kept arguing about the same thing over and over and it never changed yk. I don't know It just felt like the right decision. We made each other really happy yeah. Like when we were happy we were really happy, but recently we were upsetting each other more than we made each other happy. Like literally every time we hung out we ended up arguing and I ended up crying.

Idk he said I was giving up on us, but it's been going on since the end of summer and I just felt so exhausted all the time when we were talking and like we were constantly in a time cycle of trying and trying and trying. I just didn't see the point anymore of doing the same thing and expecting a different outcome. I felt like a little kid trying to put a square into a circle shape in one of those little box games.

I feel like a horrible person honestly. I still love him I do, but it just wasn't working anymore. And the truth is I love him, but I love myself more. Not in a narcissistic way, but in a way that I finally after decades of not finally learned to prioritize my own emotions and happiness.

I really honestly think this is the right thing to do, but it's so hard and he keeps texting and calling me and asking for another chance and saying all these things and it's just breaking my heart. I keep asking him to stop because it's tearing me apart, but he doesn't and I can't blame cause I know he's mad at me. But we just weren't working like we used to and I think part of it is because of long distance.

It just didn't end up working for us. I really genuinely wanted it to. I saw a future with him yk, but I couldn't ignore what's been happening and how it was making me feel.

Idk. I guess I'm the bad guy now? I really fucking feel like it. I feel terrible.

I really do care for him immensely though. I did what I did because I truly genuinely believe what we had while beautiful wasn't working anymore and we'd be happier separate.

So I might not be uploading for a little or not as fast while I work through all this. Thank y'all for being so understanding. It makes me so happy reading your comments and knowing how much you love the story!! Y'all are the best 🩷