True Love - Jadesy (Editing)

Love Is Crazy

**AN - This gets smutty. Don't like? don't read**

-JesysP.O.V

The 'double date' with Jade and Sam went really well. Better than what I expected it would. First, we went to Nandos, had a meal and went to the shops for while. Jordan bought me heaps of presents and was a real gentleman but the one thing I couldnt get off my mind was Jade. Not matter how hard I tried, not that I was trying very hard. She had kissed me first, does that mean she still liked me? I had to speak to her but I had no idea what I would say. I can't exactly go up to her and say, 'Hey jade, I still have feelings for you and I want to be with you. We should both dump our boyfriends and get it on together,' can I? I'd end up scaring her away.

She acted strange during while we were out though. It was a way I'd never seen her act before. She seemed distant from Sam, uninterested in him almost. She acted like she didn't want to hold hands with Sam and she wanted to hold my hand instead. I would have given anything just to let her grab it but I couldn't because I was with Jordan and I didnt want to hurt him.

After a while we got back into Jordans car and drove back to our flat. We hauled all our bags up in the lift and into our flat. Jade asked if she could dump her bags in my room and I said she could as long as she didn't go raiding in my make up drawers. She took the bags from Sam and I took bags from Jordan and we went to mine and Jordans bedroom. The walls were all white apart from one wall behind the bed that had black and even blacker black zebra stripes on it. She put the bags on the bed as I took off my leather Jacket and grabbed some comfier clothes to change into.

Suddenly, she grabbed my waist and spun me round so I was facing her. She leant in, pressed her lips against mine and she stayed there for about 30 seconds before pulling back, smiling and leaving without a word. I quickly got changed and followed her back through to the living room. I passed the kitchen and Jordan pulled me into it.

"Are you alright Jess?" He looked concerned, placing his hands on my shoulders.

"Yeah I'm fine why?"

"Because you seem really," He seemed to think about what word to use, "...upset about something and I don't like it when my Beautiful Princess is upset."

I knew he meant well but I couldn't help sighing a bit at how well he knew me. It was nice when it came to present buying and date nights but not when I was trying to hide the fact I had feelings for someone else.

"No I'm fine, I promise," I put on a convincing face.

"Okay, but you would tell me if there was something wrong?" He ran his hands down my arms, cupping my elbows before making his touch even lighter down my forearms before taking my hands in his.

"Good," He smiled and kissed me. I hated the fact he was completly in love with me and I'm not with him. Its just gonna make everything harder. I moved away quickly.

"Whats wrong, babe? Did I hurt you?" He asked, he looked scared.

"No, no, it's just...never mind i'll tell you later," I began to walk out the kitchen but he grabbed my arm and pulled me back.

"Babe, tell me?" He almost begged.

"No Jordan. I'll explain later!" I shouted at him, without meaning to and he quickly removed his hand from my arm. I sighed and looked down, "Sorry Jordan," I gave him a hug, "I never meant to shout."

"It's okay, but something is bothering you, promise you'll tell me later?" His mood had changed and it was obvious.

"I promise," I smiled at him.

Crap, I thought to myself, How was I going to explain this to him?

Tears started to flow and i'm not quite sure why.