True Love - Jadesy (Editing)

Please, Tell Me You Didn't.

-JesysP.O.V

After being at Modest the girls and I decided to go out to Nandos for dinner. I tried to ignore the thoughts about the letter and all the hate and the thoughts of suicide. Maybe if I just made a few cuts, would that be okay?

"Jesy?" Jade waved a hand in front of my face, bringing me back to reality. Everyone laughed as I gave Jade a confused look.

"What?" I asked her.

"We are all going to the studio in two days to work on the album, Perrie says Zayn might be coming for some reason," She looked at Perrie who sunk back in her chair.

"I haven't seen him in a while and he said he will help us write new material. You know we've been struggling and we overuse the word 'soon', our fans are getting sick to death of it!" We all laughed and then she continued, "I miss Zayn, it'll be nice to have him there," She smiled.

We all shrugged and went back to eating. If Zayn comes, he might bring one of the others with him. The thoughts of the letter and suicde and being called fat and ugly slowly made their way back into my head. I looked at my plate of food, as tasty as it was, it would make me fatter and I didn't need that. I stopped eating and pushed my plate away from me, suddenly feeling disgusted at the amount of calories on the plate. Jade raised her eyebrows at me.

"Why you not eating?"

"Not hungry, can I go home and I will meet you there?" Perrie and Leigh-Anne looked at me and gave me worried looks.

"Let me come with you," Jade said putting her fork down and pushing her plate away from her as well.

"No, Jade you stay here. I will go to the taxi rank and get a taxi and I will meet you at home later, yeah?"

"Jesy, I don't want you going home on your own."

"I will be fine, babe, look here's money to pay for my part of the bill and I will meet you at home," I put money down on the table and left before she could say anything. I walked really fast down to the taxi rank and got in a taxi. I told him the address and he started to drive. Wings came on the radio and he looked in the mirror thing and laughed.

"That's you isn't it?" He smiled politely.

"Yeah, sure is, me and the girls."

"My daughter is a big fan calls herself a mixer, got all the singles you released and a signed deluxe album. Spends most of her money on your merchandise, she does. Wait till she hears who I've 'ad in my cab today," He laughed, his cockney accent thick, "She'll probably do a weird thing with her hands, she flaps them up and down, fangirling she calls it. Bit weird if you ask me," He laughed again.

"Tell her we all say thank you, I can give you my autograph to give her if you like?" I smiled and he agreed. I had a note book in my bag so I took out a pen as well and opened the notebook.

"What's her name?" I asked him.

"Ellie," he smiled "it's her birthday soon, would you lot be able to do a gig or something at my house for her birthday?"

"Sure," I passed him through the note, "When is it?"

"Couple of weeks time, I am willing to pay any amount,"

"Tell you what,  on Friday morning, so that will be in two days, at about half 9 come to the address you are taking me to and we can all arrange it?"

He nodded and concentrated on the road. We eventually got to the flat and I paid him.

"Cheers for the autograph, love," he laughed and drove off.