True Love - Jadesy (Editing)

The Hospital Part5

-JadesP.O.V

It had been a few days since Jesys operation and I really didn't know what was happening anymore. One second the doctors told me Jesy was progressing and getting better but then other times they would tell me Jesy's condition was deteriorating and she might not live.

It stressed me out because all i wanted was for Jesy to wake up and get better and for it all to be fine again. Her mum, Janis, had visited a few times. Her sister and brother had also come in and Perrie and Leigh Anne visited everyday.

"C'mon Jesy please just wake up. I need you" i whispered to her even though the doctors said her hearing proberly didn't work at the moment. I don't think I'd let go of her hand yet. Maybe once or twice like when the doctors were doing checks or when i had to use the toilet but i was straight back by her side as soon as i could be. I hadn't slept much either. If Jesy decided to wake up in the middle of the night, i didn't want her to wake up by herself. I didn't take any food that i was offered. All i needed right now was for Jesy to wake up.

"How is she?" Perrie walked in holding a bag with biscuits for me. I looked at her and shook my head.

"Apparently she's deteriorating again. She hasn't moved or anything" i sighed as tears fill my eyes. I literally felt like my whole world was falling apart.

Perrie gave me a sympathetic smile and crossed over to me and hugged me. "It'll be okay baba. She will wake up, i know she will. She's a fighter. We've gotta stay positive" she whispered in my ear and i nodded slowly.

I sighed and squeezed Jesy's hand. "Listen Pez, if i go home, freshen up and stuff can you stay with Jess?" I asked and she nodded.

"Sure baba, ill phone you if anything happens."

I quickly drove home and got in the bath. I knew Perrie was there so i didn't need to worry and i could take a while if i wanted. I had to calm myself down.

-JesysP.O.V

I really didn't know what was going on. I had come to the conclusion that i wasn't dead. I could still think and occasionally hear but then i didn't really know what being dead felt like.

My hearing was coming and going but it was never was clear. It was all mumbles or one long tone. I thought i sensed that people were walking in and out and i think Jade was there most of the time but i really wasn't sure to be honest. I just really wanted to wake up, if i could, and for everything to be fine again. I just hope if I was dead, I'd have a good funeral and I'd be remember for good things.

-PerriesP.O.V

I sat next to Jesy, just taking her in. She looked so fragile. She looked so small and vulnerable lying there. Her skin was a cold as ice and I was literally scared to touch her incase i made her worse.

"C'mon Jesy, you need to wake up and you need to do it soon. We are all so lost without you and Jade is struggling the most. This is the first time she's left you since this happened and I really don't know how she's done it. She looks like she coping but I'm sure inside she's falling apart. She's scared you won't wake up, we all are. We can't have Little Mix with out you. That just can't happen. It wouldn't be Little Mix. You should see all the nice things people are saying about you on twitter. I swear the whole world wants to get better. You've been trending alot on twitter recently, #WakeUpPleaseJesy was trending worldwide for hours yesterday. The mixers are worried. We're worried and Jades dying without you so I'm begging you to please wake up soon Jess" i whispered softly, trying not to cry. I took her hand in mine, gasping at how cold it was.

I rubbed my thumb over the back of her hand and looked at her face. She looked like a child lying here. It broke my heart a million times over.

-JadesP.O.V

I quickly changed my clothes and had a few biscuits to stop my tummy rumbling and drove back to the hospital. I had managed to calm myself down so i walked slowly down the corridor.

I walked back into Jesys room and saw Perrie with tears rolling down her cheeks. My sisterly instinct kicked in and i rushed over to her and cradled her in my arms until she had stopped crying. I managed to keep myself composed though.

"What if she doesn't wake up Jade?" She sobbed and tears stung my eyes.

"You can't think like that, you said yourself she's a fighter and we've gotta stay positive." I fought back my tears. "I believe she'll wake up, now you and Leigh Anne have to aswell" i tried to sound as convincing as possible and pulled up another chair next to Jesy and stroked her hair softly while Perrie went to clean up her make up.

"You will wake up won't you, Jess? You have to. You need to"

AN - yeah this is a crappy chapter but I'm trying to upload as much as possible before i go on holiday :) x