True Love - Jadesy (Editing)

Going To Jordans

-JadesP.O.V

I woke up with a sleeping form of Jesy in my arms. Her hands were in fists, lying on my stomach. She was frowning in her sleep and she looked incredibly cute. I quickly took a photo of her and then got out of bed. I heard her shifting and I looked over at her. her eyes fluttered open and she looked at me.

"You okay, babe?" I asked her as I watched her adjust to being awake. She buried her head into the duvet and gave a muffled response and soon after a whimper. I moved to the bed and sat down next to her and ran my hand up and down her side. I lifted her head up to see her face, stained with tears, her lower lip was quivering and eyelashes were all wet. All that aside, she still looked stunning. She pushed my hand away from under her chin and rolled over. The sound of her voice was once again lost in the duvet. I put my arm around her waist and pressed against her back so I was spooning her. I rested my chin on her shoulder and whispered in her ear, "You not in the mood for talking?"

She stayed silent.

"Jesy, come on, please speak to me."

She removed my hand from her and ran towards the bathroom. She slammed the door and I heard it locking. I could only imagine what she was going to do to herself.

"Jesy! Open the door!" I banged as hard as i could. I could here her crying, raking for something then after a while a tap running. She unlocked the door and grabbed some clothes from the black bag that Jordan had brought over and tried to get back in the bathroom but I closed it and stood in front of the door.

"No, Jesy. Talk to me, what were you doing in there?"

"Nothing, babe, please let me past."

I shook my head, "No. I saw those marks on your side, Jesy. Why did you do it? You can tell me." I said, brushing away tears that fell down her cheeks.

"I'm so sorry Jade, I just didn't know what else to do."

"Jess, you can always talk to me. I love you."

"I love you too."

"Now, let me see? I can help you," I said gently, watching as she looked down and she slowly lifted up her sleeve, revealing only a few of them to me. She looked at me and tears fell from my eyes. She quickly pulled her sleeve back down and gathered me in her arms.

"I'm so sorry, Jadey," She whispered repeatedly in my ear. I knew that wasn't all of it.

"Let me see it all."

"No, not yet, i'm sorry."

"Should we have a shower? And I promise I won't look too much."

She gave me a shy nod and ran into the bathroom, stripped and was in the shower before I could even say anything. I quickly followed her in, stripped of my underwear and joined her in the shower. I kept my concentration on her face because if she didn't want me to look then I wouldn't. I wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled her head towards mine. I connected our lips and she wrapped her arms around my waist. The feeling of the raw, scabby, rough skin against me made shivers run down me. I felt it on her waist as well and I began to realise this was far more serious that I thought. I pulled away from the kiss, now too distracted by my own thoughts.

She grabbed shower gel and I let her rub it all over my body. Then , she washed my hair aswell and I washed hers but she insisted I turn around while she put shower gel over body so I spent a couple of minutes facing the white tiles until she tapped my shoulder and I turned around.

"Gonna tell me why you were crying earlier?" I asked her taking her hands in mine. She went quiet and looked down and I was careful not to look down as well. She shrugged her shoulders, let go of my hands and got out of the shower.